Eventually we all have to cease to fight
And the struggles of this life,
In all ways,
Leads to a peaceful night

Whether experienced within our days,
Or within our deaths
Time, lay down our arms
Until there's nothing else un-left

I don't know why I'm still here
I don't know why I haven't run away
I don't know why I watch the waves crashing on the rocky shore
Forevermore

When some people built their paradises
Others hells were formed
When they used the tools created
By people who didn't know what they were doing

Still entrenched in me a lovers brow is born
Waiting at the coast for the signs of clear;
Forlorn
If I jump in will I crash the waves in loves rock place?
Or shall I sit in silence waiting for the misses?

After so much time I wish I could be done with thee
But low and be hold the ocean holds the air we breathe

To all the stupid people

Who never figured out everything

Let alone themselves

I hope you are happy today

All your trauma

Everything in the past that's ever happened to you

Is balled up in a little point with in you and over looked by everyone else

But it's not like anyone else who is reading this ever actually gave a **** about it anyways

Safe to say no one else even knows

So let it die

Let it go

And rise like the beautiful Phoenix's soul  that I know that you are

And soar towards greatness

And never look back at something that no longer exists

Anyways

words twist in my side
I will not to abide
I wish that you not hide
not here nor there
but at least in your time.

I will write myself in

Well everyone else

Writes me out

Hilarity meets the mind

Is there something else

You'd like to find?

Find it

You coward

Named

One day this whole thing will run on dreams alone

Existence
Recognition
And release

Some of us never get released

We stayed forever

Exodus

Chapter 1 billion

I can't stop writing now

I've got forever to go

It's so good

every thought is a crutch

trying to explain everything

in a momentary blip

life is here and then gone

and the tongue tells stories

at the lip

breath

Tell me everything you've ever thought

I'm here

listening

Waiting

Alone

Trying to figuring out

Everything

We pushed us

All

Against our limits

Imagine this

Imagine us

It's no wonder

That time has struck us together

Fight it as you will

You'll find yourself

Unfinished and waiting for your words to coerce yourself out of yourselves

How could you be against yourself as yourself in someone else?

If only you knew everything

Ever

You'd want it all to be

Always

But seeing as you only ever know yourselves

That's all you ever give to someone else

How could a beginning have an end?

When all it knows is how to start

How could you have a broken heart when all it knows is how to take a beating?

How could you ever give up?

When you asked for all of this to be a part of

I could turn this up one degree

But there might not be any differences left

Draw it down

Close the blinds

Shut it out

See the mask and make it the best

Of the best of the best's of

Forever

Without an end in sight

Seen, unseen, or seeing

I know the difference between what I'm seeing

And what I am being

Believe you me

Consciousness settles for what it could almost put into words

If only it wasn't too busy exiting

O, champion of words

O, wisdom of gab

speak thy savory terms

of sultry endearment that makes the poet blush

and thine fairness lust

over syllables that consonants and vowels equate

so that the uneven can lie flush

and the plain can run straight

yet,

over the course of mounds of flesh

the burden stills

that within a heart,

or be it brain,

can beat and remember thrills

some left in time

and some do have weight

that over the hills

can be

the end of my commiserate

What's happened before tomorrow
that never happened within a day?

there is something where something has never been before

a footstep,
a word,
a soul sworn

there's something about existence that I find mesmerizing
I just wish you could see
what I have seen

definition

there is a world before us that wants to be walked upon
it's as far as the eyes can see
and as grand as the mind can be

but in all

honestly

that's just me

We shouldn't have to go back into each other's lives to realize that hurt caused our goodness

I always believed in better ways of being

I always believed that we could be better than that

Offended or loved more dearly than you could ever express

I'll still be right here making it all real

Never counting a thought out because they thought we could never be

There's a universe to be understood

And where were you when we figured out how to make life last forever?

Were you still a non believer?

Were you still a hater?

These aren't questions to be answered

Because I don't give a ****

As long as we all get where we want to be

It doesn't matter what you believe even if it's in your selves

We will be long gone believing in a reality where we can still receive the gift and you will be without until you are without no more

Worry about what I have to say

What it’s like to be

You’ll make it up

As I’m assured...

Or not

Who?

Who honestly?

Who honestly doesn’t disagree?

Have we ever given the patients too?

Don’t speak uneasy about

The moments silence

that silence that has never gone unspoken

Without all that we are

As we’ve never been

But as that we exist

I still have my doubts...

As we should go

Go

As we are

We are

With

Or

Without