My disorder is like a tree
There’s the trunk, the stability
Attached to it, beneath, lay the roots
That keep it grounded to the earth
Above,
There’s the branches with all their sprouting leaves
Struggling in their many directions at the same time
to grasp at the same thing
The rays,
Like my thoughts reaching out
Trying to understand the complexity
Within it’s beings existence
All the meanings to it’s origin,
It’s seedlings of creation blowing on the wind,
The fruits it has bore,
And the enduring labours that stand in between
What can be
And what will become
The ocean, the air, and the sun
Fall, winter, spring blooms summer
An order within disorder’s cycles
Intrinsically placing its faiths within the nature of it all
And here I rest in the tree’s canopies shade
My mind eases to this space within space
And I can’t help but laugh and cry at the same time