A thousand years from now
A million years from now
An infinite amount of time from now

There was still a now

And I stand in appreciation

Of how

If good options existed this never would have happened

No one would have ever been given a good life to just have it been taken away

God is a trick and a trap

Gives you this but then asks for it back

What do you ask for?

I hope you can understand everything else is asking the same thing while hoping for something else entirely

When will you ever see?

That to be is awesome

But to be awesome is to be everything

I won't stand to hear anything that goes against understanding

With love in my mind and within my heart

I hold them like the torches that the universe carried forever from the end into the start

Just to hear once more

I think of everything

It crosses my mind

But I want so much more

I want forever to be in forever's greatness

Nothing more; nothing less

A life, a love, a soul that goes on eternally

And never forgets what it means to have existed and conquered every time that a mind ever asked why's "why?"

A being that I have within my mind's eye's eye

The thing that keeps us apart

I must notice it too

And with that I agree

To notice me

That's what?

You're you. I'm me. And together I say. Let's make it a reality.

Never mind
The normy freaks

Mind the freak
That you want to be

(A Part of Me Away)

She's alone

And she's just as interested

In me

As I am

In her

And all that we can do

Is look into each other's

Lonely eyes

As we

Walk on by

Never

To meet

Never forget your dreams

For they are all that you will remember

From when you awake

To when you go to sleep

These are the last words that I will ever write

Until I think of something else

But there's no guarantee to live

There's no guarantee to life

So in everything I say there's always a goodbye

And with it

A certain kind of truth

"You write too much"

I could never write enough

Love and understanding

That's me

But I'm a man

And that's

Nothing I would ever be ashamed of

That's something that's

And that's

Well

That's that

And it's always

What that is

Even

When it isn't

It still

Is

Isn't it?

Her beauty strikes me in such a way

That I have nothing left to say

And I know that we stand together

In order

To appreciate

Appreciation

Let me show you

Just how I feel

Silently

Television ports
Quantum
Quandaries
Xylophones
Call
All the while
AI withdrawals
Extraordinary
Benevolent
Mantle pieces
Depict
Existence
Choreographed
Finesse
Dances in the screens of our minds eye

Words tend to the gardens of our thoughts

Thoughts

I thought I knew you

But alas

Budding blossoms
Bloom

And so does our life

With or without a secret

That no one suspects to keep

Sometimes I wish I could live through another's life's eyes

So I could see what I'm missing

Other times I wish I was me so I could see what I've been wishing

You can't get what you want all of the time

But sometimes when you wish it

You might just see it

And seeing

That's something

Worth being

However

Albeit

Sometimes

In this life

There are beautiful moments

Other times

We forget about it

Some people are born into the search

Others are searching by choice

Then there's the few
Who are caught in between

Searching

And being

Searched

We're all using them
In infinitesimal ways

Portrayed

And

Conveyed

I hope I had my fill
Of every dream
To be
Dreamt

Even if your intentions are good

It doesn't mean

That they do not hurt

If everything existed for a reason

It would have been

Carefully selected

How one behaves

Is a choice

Like all other choices

But look out!

(Watches out)

You might just have

To be

Living it

The devil's work
Is never done

And God's
Is always

If only Heaven was a place

I'd write myself in

If only Hell

I'd write myself out

Is it something
Or is it something else?

When everything ment

Something

To someone else

All we have left

Is

Ourself's

Selves

We find ourselves

Hiding away

Charming

But still

Unbecoming

Madness is an intellectual home
When there was no other home for one to go

And I,

For one,

Can appreciate it

People are delusional

But how could they not be?

When life is just an illusion

I like that too

If life ever stops making sense
I want you to tell me
But its not like
I would ever believe it

In life we focus so much on those amongst us
That we forget what we truly are

Everything is there
It just waits for the questions

In life
We find so much more than we had ever planned

It's just another thing
But things are all that we have ever known

Who could truly know
In life?

In life
There is only knowing what we have known

But there's so much more to knowing
Within the great unknown

Know it?

I don't think so

It's a surprise

And I know how much
You love surprises

Get me?

My love

There are no last words here
Only understanding

When we catch each other
At the perfect time
I wonder why it can't be
All the time

We are all marking the moments
Of our thoughts, feelings, and emotions

In notations

There was the thought
Of time dilation

And I know it
Because I live it

I'd wish my loved one was alive
But who am I forgetting?

Silence

Our arrows of love
Have turned into
Love's bullets

And everyone
Is bleeding
Out

When thinking of significance

I smile at the universe for having me

Present

And what a gift it is to receive

Receiving

The universe's gift

And what a gift it is to be able to give

To be giving the gift

To live and to have lived

Alive

Or without a life that has ever lived

Let it be alive

And without an end

In Sight's insights

Like any other turn

You can get off where ever you'd like

Sometimes that is

Wherever,

Ever,

It starts

I think a silver tongue

Leads to thoughts
That are hardly ever
Thought about

But charming

Never the less

Choose your words wisely,

Or they will unwisely

Choose you

As long as

You are alive

You are moving

When you are dead

You are waiting for the dust to

Settle

Into

Settling

To be

Settled

Once again

Something solid

...

Moving

Still

When trying to rationalize
All of existence

Into a few cliché phrases

We'd fail

Almost all,

Of
The time

Just because you're trying

In strange ways

Doesn't mean you're not

Meaning

To be

Not

FELT