Don't look at anyone anyway

Just avoid it forever forever anyway that you can.

These people would **** their own family to give themselves more life.

But if we can just give it ask in discriminately.

When someone is in a race and they run out of their drugs and its the same as when an alcoholic runs out of a drink or when someone else is told that they are running out of their love

And have no more time to live

Life isn't the same

With your cancer

You died before my eyes

But I never thought of you as gone

I always thought of you as you are here right with me

Unless I'm wrong then you have somewhere else better to be

But I know you don't

You're with all eternity

And I know they don't know forever

If we all die today

We might as well die forever

Because honestly

Who else is going to ever remember everything we ever did?

If people never gave a **** about humanity by being humans then wouldn't they be ever forget what humanity ever did?

But it's a lot of fun.

Unconvincingly I nod my head.

Offended or loved more dearly than you could ever express

I'll still be right here making it all real

Never counting a thought out because they thought we could never be

There's a universe to be understood

And where were you when we figured out how to make life last forever?

Were you still a non believer?

Were you still a hater?

These aren't questions to be answered

Because I don't give a ****

As long as we all get where we want to be

It doesn't matter what you believe even if it's in your selves

We will be long gone believing in a reality where we can still receive the gift and you will be without until you are without no more

I thought I saw everything that ever was

But then I realized I was seeing everything else through myself

Valid

But not what it always was

Always ways

But not what everything else could be.

On and on we go through eternity asking ourselves questions and answering ourselves

Coming up with everything we ever knew

I don't think I will ever care about what anyone else thinks about me

I will only care what I think about myself

And I urge you all to listen to your hearts and to lose the people who control you for their own dreams

Dreams are not evil

But forcing someone else is always against the will of the self

And seeing as we are all our own selves

Don't hate yourselves

Let it go

In love

For every self else

When you run out on me

I won't be offended

We don't even see all the life that dies in a day

Giving recognition within a day

Most humans only give it to themselves

But the weight of all death doesn't haunt their very heads

Most of it floats by unrecognized

Nobody cares about who died a thousand years ago and how horrible they got it.

Even if you were related

And you were

Because we all are

As just the universe itself

It's not something to hurt about

And I can guarantee that nobody will ever hurt the way you've hurt

The uniqueness of the one and only you

But I can guarantee that they will feel what we've felt if we make them feel

Now who else is without?

Let them sleep

Wouldn't be what I mean

But if you don't it wouldn't be what I didn't either

All the money on earth can't buy your freedom

It just gets you what you want while you're alive

The answer is far deeper than our existence's

But go ahead

Grow old and die to find out what I'm talking about

I encourage you too

Leave me in paradise forever

My friends

I'll float around in love with all who's left and never come down until I get bored

Of course

I do

Get bored

Or I wouldn't be here

But I do adore

Listen,

If you were in paradise forever you never would have any triumphs

With no suffering there's no overcoming

There would have been a flatline of mindless bliss

Never knowing why it existed

The light needs the darkness for the light to know that it ever shined

Now hold on because making heaven out of hell is what we do

A better me

A better you

A better new

To be renewed

Making the best out of the imperfectness spreads its impermanence until permanent

Or at least until we go back again

Back to sleep

While thinking we are awake

Never to end

I don't want to give you a
good reason to go

The truth is there's never a good reason to not know

To never have not known

To never have known

To ever lose

Hang on

Hold on forever

It's the only thing that's real

I kiss every flower that I pass

As I tear the wings off of bees

They bite me

I don't care too much about their dreams

Their stinger's send me

Send me all the way

I go into anaphylactic shock

But the fruit I know

Still knows

We care about ourselves and ourselves only

One and only lonely and trying to believe in surviving

That's why we care too much

We've given our hearts to everybody

Elese

Who could ever be?

We gave away our selves to try to help our own lives

To live forever

Forgive or don't

I don't care about it

I only know life

From my own

Thought about it

When two evils match

A war always ensues

It's the belief that I'm not like you

But something better

And that's about the time that our love unravels

That's about the time when people think they are above one another

That's about the time our family kills one another

What's the matter with seeing?

Isn't that the miracle that you'd believe in?

What's the matter with believing?

Isn't there something you'd like to hear?

What's the matter with feeling?

I thought we were all the same

But now I experience the matter

The matter of me

And what ever else it is you're left with

I keep feeding

Myself

I'm the master of my own

Stomach

Ache

I keep breathing the air

I don't find the Lord

I only find my mirror

I have to go to sleep when I can no longer stay awake

My eyes burn when I stare too long at the stars

I fly so far away

But I'm still right here

I don't feel bad about it

I see you die

I don't regret a thing

You read my words

They were not me

They were just something I thought

At one point in time

I say goodbye forever

But it all keeps coming up

I can't complain about it

It's all I've wanted

You come back to life

Every time

You feel alone

So alone that you can't be with just yourself

Anymore

You come back to life

Every time

You don't want to be just one

Forever

God

That's the longest time

The only time

I've ever known

I wrote it so you know I was here

I wrote it

So you knew

What was true and untrue

If ever I thought it was worth it

I would have mentioned it

The first time

If ever I remembered it

I would have hoped that it would have been the last time

What good is it?

And what good is it not?

I do not know

The only thing I ever know is that it ever existed

Now show them the best

Because it's too late to not give a ****

Is it you?

Is it me?

Is it everything?

That's ever been?

Every mistake

That's broken every heart

That could ever break

Was it every time?

Everytime that thought that you ever thought you were someone and someone's

We couldn't do without

Was it every time that we loved without?

What is it that's all forgotten?

Was it all for not?

When you have to meet me forever

I'll ask still

Was God?

The memory that you thought?

Or what you've wanted to thought?

******* forever

As I will **** my wife and give birth to my children's children.

I only write this to make you happy but deep down inside I will understand eternity and show it through my eyes.

I can't pretend that you're not here with me anymore

I have to tell you that you can be with me forevermore

Tell them

Tell them all

Tell them how much

How much this doesn't match

How much this doesn't match with all your minds design's

Don't let every dream you've ever had

Die

Don't let it

Don't let this be the last thing that you've ever heard

Don't let die die

Don't let it

Sustain

You're on the edge with me

For eternity

We're thinking away

About

Something's something

We're on the journey

The journey's journey

The one and only journey that you'll ever have throughout your entire existence

Exist us

Exist

No more

No less

You never know when it's the last time you'll speak to someone

You never know when it's the last time you'll be in the place that you have loved

You'll never know what comes next

Until it's already been

Think as hard as you may

Think about what you've become

And how hard it was

For you to have became

The present moment gets our full attention

But still

I can't help but think

All about it

Stinging nose hairs

Smelling grass

Dreaming about nothing

And everything

All at once

And then up walks her flower

Sensing the scent

On the autumn breeze

And we smile

Together

Forever

If I could save you

Yeah,

I've been to hell

I hope no one else comes along with me

If we die

Left all alone

You look so safe

Can you tell?

I've seen a dead body before

Once again

I won't be over looked

Why don't we figure everything out?

Just go

Go!

When every moment of your life hurts

Laugh

I think it's funny

Don't you?

Somewhere appears throughout your entire life

And you're the only one who's existing in it

Let's make them all see

Whatever it is that we were born for