Offended or loved more dearly than you could ever express

I'll still be right here making it all real

Never counting a thought out because they thought we could never be

There's a universe to be understood

And where were you when we figured out how to make life last forever?

Were you still a non believer?

Were you still a hater?

These aren't questions to be answered

Because I don't give a ****

As long as we all get where we want to be

It doesn't matter what you believe even if it's in your selves

We will be long gone believing in a reality where we can still receive the gift and you will be without until you are without no more

I thought I saw everything that ever was

But then I realized I was seeing everything else through myself

Valid

But not what it always was

Always ways

But not what everything else could be.

On and on we go through eternity asking ourselves questions and answering ourselves

Coming up with everything we ever knew

I don't think I will ever care about what anyone else thinks about me

I will only care what I think about myself

And I urge you all to listen to your hearts and to lose the people who control you for their own dreams

Dreams are not evil

But forcing someone else is always against the will of the self

And seeing as we are all our own selves

Don't hate yourselves

Let it go

In love

For every self else

When you run out on me

I won't be offended

We don't even see all the life that dies in a day

Giving recognition within a day

Most humans only give it to themselves

But the weight of all death doesn't haunt their very heads

Most of it floats by unrecognized

Nobody cares about who died a thousand years ago and how horrible they got it.

Even if you were related

And you were

Because we all are

As just the universe itself

It's not something to hurt about

And I can guarantee that nobody will ever hurt the way you've hurt

The uniqueness of the one and only you

But I can guarantee that they will feel what we've felt if we make them feel

Now who else is without?

Let them sleep

Wouldn't be what I mean

But if you don't it wouldn't be what I didn't either

All the money on earth can't buy your freedom

It just gets you what you want while you're alive

The answer is far deeper than our existence's

But go ahead

Grow old and die to find out what I'm talking about

I encourage you too

Leave me in paradise forever

My friends

I'll float around in love with all who's left and never come down until I get bored

Of course

I do

Get bored

Or I wouldn't be here

But I do adore

Listen,

If you were in paradise forever you never would have any triumphs

With no suffering there's no overcoming

There would have been a flatline of mindless bliss

Never knowing why it existed

The light needs the darkness for the light to know that it ever shined

Now hold on because making heaven out of hell is what we do

A better me

A better you

A better new

To be renewed

Making the best out of the imperfectness spreads its impermanence until permanent

Or at least until we go back again

Back to sleep

While thinking we are awake

Never to end