I'm afraid to love you
For people always seeking new
I'm not telling that it is you
Just old things treasured by few
Everything is good as blossoming flower,
Could we make it fresh in forever?
I couldn't risk what is left of me
Unsure of the love you promise
Don't get me wrong, we feel the same I know
Fearing to lose the love once more.

I'm battling the toughest enemy
myself, that i couldn't carry
Everyday i want to bury
my heart that's always teary

Arrogance sometimes arising
Selfishness is encircling
Desolation isolated me
lack of passion come free
My ambition is so high
without persuasion I die
Alone in high tones
come without high hopes
Negativity are all in my system
each day distressing perfect scheme

My toughest enemy is not you
from the start it was me, and always it’ll be
Fighting every inch of my piece
yearning to defeat the fiercest antagonist.

And so I cry sometimes
When I' m lying on bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I, I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from top of my lungs
What's going on?

Lonely is the road without a friend to walk
But here I am alone and want a talk
Hope to see an old folk
A companion that my heart knows

Long hour had past, still nothing old I knew
My eyes are weary of an endless view
My feet keep moving forward though
Hope to see an old folk

I lost them all a long time ago
Because my silence hurt them so
Now I feel the deafening muteness
That I enjoy so much, so I vanish

Silence seems innocent but lethal
Speak your love to a friend is vital
Words in poem or a song are avenues
Of love and friendship to keep new