Sometimes it's like this never ending swirl of darkness.
It's like you see a bit of light and try to find your way out but something pulls you back in..
Nothing ever goes my way and nothing ever keeps me happy.
People always say things will get better "eventually" but me... Im tired of waiting for that "eventually."

Everybody wants to find happiness thru this pain and darkness they feel...
But how do you do so if you cannot see, or grasp, or come close to that little glimpse of light and happiness?
What's next?