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Izzy Jul 2013
I won't let my thoughts prevail,
I'll stand tall through wind and hail
and never bow down to you.

I won't let my mind drift
into this cleft, into this rift,
I know I can be stronger.

My heart will not break once more
I've been around, I know the score
You won't win this.

My eyes will not behold you,
Though they desire to,
Love is not my lens.

I shan't allow desire or lust,
I shall be barren, shall be dust
and there shall be no growth for you.

For I can see disaster plain,
And though it may not be your aim
I have a target across my chest.

I will not be your wounded deer,
Your clever catch, your toast and cheer
I shall not fall so easily.

Keep in mind my solemn vow,
Take heed and listen now
I shall not bow down to you.

Would you bow down to me I ponder,
Ah and now my thoughts shall wander,
For who am I to know

Another's mind, another's soul,
Their petty target? Their desperate goal?
Predator or prey unknown.

Fools do dream and long for love
And beg from powers above.
But I am strong and will not sway.

I am the predator,
No longer the prey.
Izzy Jun 2013
Tell me how you love me,
Tell me all the ways,
Tell me how many kisses we’ve had,
And on how many days?

Tell me why you chose me,
Tell me when you first took my hand,
Tell me when I first made your legs go weak,
Made you scared you couldn’t stand.

Tell me when you loved me,
Did you know it right away?
Tell me why you fancied me,
And when, what day?

Tell me when you gave me your heart,
And when you accepted mine,
Tell me all the ways you care,
Tell me are you mine?
Izzy Jul 2013
This silence is deafening,
And the air is filled with blades.
and your tears keep falling
Trailing down your face.
I can't hear through the thickness of the air
And can't breathe from the brutality of your stare.
The room is quaking
And your hands are shaking.
And my heart is bleeding
And my soul is pleading.
The words are hanging still
You could just knock them down.
But you've said them
And displayed them
And there is no going back.
My eyes are stinging
And these tears are bringing
A reality of their own.
The noose around our love is tighter
And the blood flow is lighter
As the air is getting sharper
by the minute.
I'm bleeding and you're leaving,
And the whole room is grieving.
For the words you spoke
Have left me broke,
I'm drowning in this flow
of steady tears
As I watch you
Slowly
Go.
Izzy Mar 2013
I am the hero who remains unsung,
The brilliant, the innocent, the beautiful young.
The resilient youth who is ever strong,
Who never gives up and always forges on.

Who doesn’t rest her weary bones,
But struggles through life ever alone,
She rescues the weak, and slays her foes,
And onward on her journey the lonely knight goes.

From town to town, to fight and war,
Images of death never seen before,
Each death she causes has its cost,
And soon her brilliance and innocence are lost.

She takes on the dragon, the wizard and witch,
And battles on without a hitch,
But with each step her youth is left behind,
With each ticking clock she hears the passage of time.

One step further, one battle more,
To help the weak and save the poor,
To rescue the damsel and aid the king,
And never of the hero do the people sing.

Never is she thanked for all she’s done,
Never do they recognise that she’s the one,
Who kept them alive and kept them safe,
Never do they think that she may need some space.

She’s seen so much evil; she’s seen so much pain,
‘Is there any happiness in life to gain?
Is there sun beyond the cloud?’
The lonely knight asked aloud.

She could see that darkness lay in front,
And that if there was trouble she would bear the brunt,
No love was waiting for her, no warming home,
She was the knight, she travelled alone.

Finally she opened her eyes,
To the truth that lay beyond the lies,
To the despair, and death of this barren land,
And no longer could she bear stand.

The knight has fallen to the ground,
Lying face down westward bound,
She fell before she saw the light,
The lost, the lonely, the Fallen knight.
Izzy Jun 2016
Tears are like raindrops,

Enough of them can wash away a home.
Izzy Mar 2013
There is a muse, She sings of love,
Of the moon the sun and stars above.
She sings of your eyes,
Of happier days and bluer skies.
Izzy Mar 2013
Scars,
Like a red wine stain
On an ivory dress.

They stain my Ivory skin,
And yet,
I wear them proud.

They are my medals,
Earnt in war.
In love.

In hate?
In hatred of who?
Me or you?

They offend you,
Your eyes can't lie like your mouth.
They scream the truth.

As do these,
The truth is I suffered once,
I hurt once,

You think me weak,
But I am strong,
You shame me.
You are wrong.
Izzy Mar 2013
Papers on the floor,
They fell there during the war.
Knocked by an angry hand,
Dispersed across the room to wherever they land.

As words like bombs are dropped,
And punches thrown are stopped,
Insults tossed back and forth,
With such anger, rage and force.

Doors are slammed and objects thrown,
The anger within has grown,
Hatred is filling an empty hole,
That love has left within the soul.

It’s over now there’s no love here,
You’ve been fighting constantly for over a year,
So pack your bags and walk away,
You know you’ll both be happier this way.

So say goodbye, adieu, so long,
You can do it, you can leave, you’re strong.
Close the door and never return,
It may be painful, it’ll probably burn.

But soon you’ll find someone new,
Who loves you more and loves you true.
Take the chance, one more try,
And soon you shall begin to wonder why,
You had never thought to leave before,
Go on, close the door.
Izzy Mar 2013
once in a blue moon,
someone comes along
and picks you up,
dusts you off
and shows you a strength
you didn't know you had,
a you
you didn't know you were,
a feeling
you didn't know you felt,
in a heart
you didn't know you had.
Izzy Mar 2013
Twisted words and empty shells,
Forbidden loves, and personal hells.
Demolished trusts and broken hearts,
A lie is how the disease starts.
Lonely hearts, and lost souls,
Two halves and never wholes.
No happiness, only tears,
No escape from worries or fears.
Just a nightmare so constant so real,
No way to have emotion, no way to feel.
Just an empty soul, sick to your core,
No way to feel happy, no not anymore.
Happy no longer and loved nevermore,
Just all alone and scared evermore.
Izzy Mar 2013
My heart bids me wait,
And spill not the words I have for love.
If I reveal too much I’ll lose you.
I’ll speak words I cannot take back,
Confidence in my eloquence I fear I lack.

I wish for the caress of your lips,
The warmth of your embrace,
To forever feel the tenderness of your touch,
I fear all these I shall never have.
For another’s love you do seek.

You have my heart,
My love unrequited,
I bid thee darling,
Look upon the one who stands before you,
Open your eyes anew, behold the lover who waits.

I observe from afar,
The wanderings of your thoughts,
And wonder to myself if I contribute to them?
I ponder on where your imagination runs,
Whether it seeks out my own, and shares my longings.

Let your thoughts seek me out in the night,
Feel my desires and liken them to your own,
Do not deny your dark longings,
Allow your skin to rise at the thought of my touch,
And know that I’ll be dreaming the same of you.

Comfort in another’s arms I could find,
But to what end;
When my heart is devoted to you.
Lay claim to my soul,
Claim my love as your own.

Forsake not the one, who loves you most,
Instead seek them out intently,
Shun not love from thyself,
Embrace it tenderly.
Welcome me into existence,

Lead me from the shadows,
Allow me the light.
Let me stand at your side,
And share with you the night.
Open your eyes anew, behold the lover who waits.
Izzy Apr 2013
Everywhere you look the walls are falling down,
Everywhere you look lies are flying round.
Truth is hiding in the corner
Along with innocence and virtue, in the shadow of trauma
Izzy Aug 2013
It was the simplicity that struck me,
That stopped me.
That single simple tear,
Tearing its way through the facade
Forging through her make up,
Revealing the pale, naked truth beneath.
Before falling silently
Into oblivion.

Her eyes seemed to shine
With a heart wrenching tragedy.
Her hands trembled
Her voice shook,
And she bit her lip
With a sense of desperation
With a need to control
The screams that brewed beneath.

Is it so easy
To break a heart?
I watched as the light left her eyes,
As the hope left her,
And her body crumpled.
She became so small,
So broken,
In such a public place
Her world was torn apart.

The waitress kept working,
The patrons kept chatting,
But I could not hear
over her heart cracking.
Slowly her mask was melting
The bravado disappearing,
And the vulnerable reality started to show.

Now the tears are flowing fast,
Hot and heavy they are drowning her.
She is gulping for air,
She is stifling the sobs,
She is shaking from the pain.
She doesn't see me,
She doesn't see any of us.

But I see her,
I feel her.
I can hear her heart breaking,
I can hear the white noise
Of so many thoughts racing through her mind.
I can feel her tears
As they burn down my face.

Is it so easy,
To break a heart?
Izzy Apr 2013
Touch me the way you did before.
Say my name the way you used to.
Let me forget the horror
Of this new reality.

Just like Icarus I flew too close,
Too close to the radiance of you.
Now I lie broken bodied upon the rocks
Of our happy past.

Look at me with those longing eyes
That used to beam with love for me
Take me beneath the sheets of this new world,
And embrace me with a love long gone.

Say my name, call to me
In the sultry tones of the night before.
Wake me with the tender kiss
That used to pull the breath from my lungs.

Let me not lie alone,
Not like this,
Broken *****,
Broken hearted.

How high can you fly,
With broken wings?
How far can you fall
With a broken heart?
Izzy May 2013
There is an empty cavern in my chest,
Where once I kept a heart.
Its' beat was steady, its' muscles strong,
But after it broke I had it removed.

At first I noticed no difference,
The stars came out, the sun shone,
All was still the same.
But then one day you came along,
And an ache began to grow.

I have searched high and low,
In cupboards, bags and boxes,
But my heart is not here.
And the ache for it is ever growing,
It wasn't until I saw you today

That I found where it had gone.
I saw the red upon the floor,
A great and flowing lake,
And by my hand, on my sleeve,
My heart was surely beating.

It's strong, and it is healthy,
And the cracks seem not to show,
But I cannot prise it from my sleeve,
There it happily stays.
I thought you had noticed it,

When you reached out for my hand,
Because although it was my hand you held,
It was my heart you truly touched,
Now it's no more upon my sleeve,
But safe within you grasp.

And the ache I never thought would leave
Is gone without a trace,
For now I have the greatest gift,
Of your whole, and loving heart,
And its' beat is steady, it's muscle strong.
This heart will surely last long.
Izzy Oct 2013
It doesn't get any easier,
knowing you loved someone before.

Or knowing that if I try too hard,
Or be too honest,
You will be gone,
And someone else will have taken my place.

It doesn't get easier knowing
You still go on without me.

I can only hope that you stick around
Long enough
to fall
for me.

Then maybe you will be done running.
Izzy Apr 2013
Was it all created by an idle mind?
Like dreams, and hopes and all their kind.
Did my imagination really run wild?
The first time she looked at me and smiled.

Did my mind create responses, replies?
Or was there love behind her eyes?
Was there strength behind her smile?
Or was it empty all the while?

For they are taken by another love,
And I am a puppet for the powers above,
Who watch my pains with a happy face,
As the pieces of my heart fall all over the place.

So I’ll never know what lurks behind,
That smile of hers and her eyes so kind,
Did my imagination really run wild?
That first time she looked at me, and smiled.
Izzy Jul 2013
Alas who were they to know,
It could end so soon,
The love that grew across the room.

The stolen kisses,
and secret glances,
The desperate touches,
and too slow dances.

Would end so fast upon a word,
Too soon spoken, too soon heard.
so fast the fire and pyre burned,
And a love once so promising
Alas is spurned.
Izzy Mar 2013
I’ll hold you till the morning,
Till the rising of the sun,
Till the dawn is breaking,
And its time I was gone.

I’ll hold you forever,
And when we’re apart,
Never worry,
For I hold you in my heart.

When we are together again,
I’ll kiss you more,
I’ll whisper my words,
And we’ll be happy like before.

I know it’s a while away,
And you miss me so much,
And I wish to hold you,
I long for your touch.

It’s going to take time,
I’m not going to lie,
You have your whole life ahead,
You did not die.

Never forget me,
Though I stand not by your side,
For I am still drifting,
Where angels fear to glide.

We were happy,
And you will be again,
My life is over,
But you’re spared the pain.

I know that you miss me,
And it hurts within.
I am now finished,
But you have yet to begin.

So miss me,
And want me,
And hold me inside,
For I am left wandering, where angels fear to glide.
Izzy Mar 2013
I stand and watch the hands of Time,
And beg them not to stray,
For upon your lips I bare a kiss,
That Time will speed away.

I count the seconds,
And watch the minutes pass,
For life is just blinked away,
When you live inside the hourglass.

My end is nearing, Time does not wait,
The darkness is at my door,
But by your command there it stays,
But for a second, one second more.

Think not of what might have been,
Dwell not upon the past,
Live not amongst our memories,
Watch not the hourglass.

For I shall remain in spirit,
Deep within your heart,
Forever you will find me there,
Even once we part.

I live amongst your hours,
I count your minutes past,
Life is just blinked away,
When you live inside the hourglass.
Izzy Aug 2013
Your words run in my veins,
I never saw the sky,
Until I saw it through your eyes.
I never saw you,
Until I read you first.
Your words took shape,
They climbed from the page
And crept into my heart.
Don't let it be just the pen you hold tonight.
Don't let the paper be all you lean on.
Don't let those words be all you say.
For I can't breathe for looking at you,
I can't think for the sight of you.
And I swear til this day I never understood
This language we share
But now the air is full of words,
Written on the body of you.

— The End —