cal - Hello Poetry

cal Jun 2021

Summer this year doesn’t feel like all the others
I can’t help but see the calories on a can of Arizona tea
Abanonded on a park bench
When did that become all I could see?

cal May 2021

she's still sleeping

you can't make dying a competition
when the winner is the loser
and the loser is the winner
don't find peace
"she's still sleeping"

"it's not like her to sleep in this long, i'm gonna go check on her"

cal May 2021

now then and forever

i don't care when you won't love me
it's just cool that your here now

cal May 2021

07302002

2001
halloween
a broken girl
a broken boy
***** a missed dose of birth control and a broken ******
"callee"
a guardian angel sacrfice

cal May 2021

iris

wake up
you wouldn't wanna miss your autopsy

cal May 2021

mors voluntaria

you're the closest to heaven
that i'll ever be

cal May 2021

growing pains

menthol cigerettes
vomiting
starvation
depression
suicidal idealization
heartbreak
it’s all growing pains, baby