I not going to say you never loved me, because I know you did. But that's the thing, "did".  Why did you have to lie me & yourself that you still loved me? God knows how long you've been lying... It's just depressing because this love was once so beautiful and unlike no other. I believed that this love was going to last forever. But you proved me wrong, not everything last forever. If only you would have hurt me with the truth, rather than to comfort me with lies. So here I am doing you a favor, I am letting you go, completely. I won't hold you back no longer. I am setting you free. But before you leave, I want to thank you for being my first love. For being the man to showed me true happiness & true love. I know that next girl you love will be the luckiest girl in the universe. You will forever be in a special place in my heart. & no, I don't hate you. I love you. That's why I'm letting you go. Because I can't force you to love me the way I love you. So Thank you my love. For everything. <3

I think about the true meaning of a woman
Many women race through my mind
I think of my mom, sisters, grandmas and a gay brother
But most of all I think about her  
I think about a girl of many names
She has lived a life of pain
Through it all there is something that I see
I see a woman ... and I see a girl