On the beach,
We sit,
Warm and smiling,
The world,
Soft around the edges,
I leave you,
Sleeping away the final hours,
Of daylight,
I walk,
Along the lonely shore,
It seems like hours passed,
The sky,
Faded and black,
When I return,
All that's left is the cold,
And the blood-stained sand

In the bath tub,
I lie,
In my soaking black dress,
Vision blurred,
By pills,
Your hands are cold,
Like the water,
I drown in,
As you watch me,
Drifting back to sleep

Under the surface,
I struggle,
To breathe,
To keep you,
In sight,
The ice above,
Draws blood,
Like glass,
As I fail,
In my desperate attempt,
To hold on,
I tried so hard,
But you let go

Sand and smiles,
Miles of ocean,
And a perfect sky,
You laugh,
My hands are small,
When I wake,
You're still beside me,
You feel so cold,
As you dream,
Under the stars,
You're not dreaming,
If only you were dreaming,
But you're gone,
I stay,
Until morning calls

If only,
I could fly away,
I'm dying,
To be free

I wonder if you know,
How much I need you,
Could you understand,
How much I care,
But does it matter at all,
If you don't feel the same,
Tell me what you're thinking

You seem so sure,
There's no good in you,
But I know you're wrong,
If only I could make you see,
All that you've done,
I will show you,
Who you've become