I catch myself,
In this moment,
I'm breathing,
But it's nothing,
Like air

I wonder,
What he thinks about,
And why,
He's so careful,
There are so many things,
I don't know,
So many things,
I'm afraid of,
But I know,
This will be worth,
The price we pay

Show me,
How it feels,
To be alive,
Fill the emptiness,
And teach me,
How to breathe,
Take my scars,
And give me,
Anything to believe in,
Lose sight of the past,
Because I'm here,
We have forever,
To dream

It feels so surreal,
To be anything,
But broken,
You've taken,
All that I was,
And left me to wonder,
What am I now?

Silence crashes down around me,
I miss the words,
The words and the spaces,
The rain,
Falling,
Pooling on the sidewalk,
I miss the voice beside me,
The one that made me forget,
That the sky had fallen,
We were grey,
Not broken,
Not whole,
Borderlining happy and sad,
All at once

It was murky and dark,
Deep grey-blue,
I could see you on the surface,
I screamed,
The water flooded in,
Taking oxygen's place,
You couldn't see me,
I was fading too fast

Don't tell me you're bad,
When I need you,
You're keeping me alive,
In a world that kills me,
You're the only cure,
For the poison,
And now I'm not ready,
To say my goodbyes,
Don't make me