It's a disease,
It's destroying me,
Inside and out,
It breaks me open,
Sadness leaves it's mark,
And I carry my scars,
Where you can see them

It's dark,
I am cold,
But only on the inside,
Something is broken,
And I am bleeding,
I need to close my eyes,
I want to close my eyes,
But I want to stay,
With you

The rain falls,
So hard,
Thundering above us,
Don't fall

The clouds are still here,
But they're fading,
With the hours left,
'Til we go our seperate ways,
But I lose track,
Of time and sadness,
And the sun shines,
Through the rain,
I smile,
And I mean it

In the darkness,
I drown,
Slipping into blackness,
And then I wake up,
Plunging back into reality,
I wonder where you are

The thought of you,
Forgetting,
Is killing me inside,
I need to turn it off,
I need to stop this feeling,
Head over the basin,
Coughing up,
What I never ate,
It doesn't work,
You're still on my mind,
I'm still broken,
Broken and terrified,
Please, don't forget

"I could forget..."*
The voice screams,
Through my speakers,
As I pray,
You won't forget me