Lights last for such a short time
they flicker as long as they can
Nothing good can ever come
The darkness is still there
creeping into the corner
melting into the souls
crushing the light
annihilating
corrupting
smashing
killing
dying

Where are they?
Those arms that used to hold
Tightly to my skin
Till my nighmares would unfold
When did I do it?
Push my loves ones away
Tryinging to be stong
I made my soul crumble in dismay
I need you now more than ever
Will you please stay my kin
I won't let them know
That I am weak within
I'll stand in the light
Be stronger than I am
For only I know
that beneath this mask
I've fallen down
I have cuts on my knees
Scrapes on my hands
And bruises on my chest
I've not recovered from any of these
But still detirmined to stand
I've run miles to find you
I've searched every land
Yet you are so far away
And I need you so bad
Nobody likes those who are broken
Or helps up those who can't stand
Will anyone ever realise
That it's all pretend
I still defend others
Though I'm crying inside
Standing for my brothers
Until the day I've died

everything bursts with colours
we sit surrounded by golden light
we may as well be flying
As if we'd never been alone
washed with sprinkles below the aurora
we marvel in the peace
our hearts flutter like the butterflies
In the fields where we run
The day is running out
A gentle red sunset caresses the sky
Flowers whisper a reluctant goodbye
Slowly it leads the light away
Leaving nothing but darkness
And the butterflies
They swarm the skies
And fires rise up from hell
They drag what's left down
Until the landscape that once held all beauty,
Is nothing but a blank page
All of this in the absence of your glow
My last thoughts flicker... where did you go

I try to speak
I'm choked from within
Each of my compassions
Haunts me as my sin
Like darkend fog
Gently crashing in the brook
You should know by now
I'm a pig on a hook

You'll ask? how long will I wonder
Edging further into night
There is one simple answer
I fear the the light

tooth fairies are a myth to help little ones rest night
but really they are evil and their eyes are all full of spite
santa sartes fires and seeks to fill our lifes with coal
and every angel is a demon that's ripping out pieces of your soul
pulling up your covers drives away the sun
this is one ****** up fairy tale that's never heard of fun

I am but a little girl, my angels flew away
So I giggle in the darkness, others demons are mine today
I used to look behind me but if I fall it won't cause dismay
I knelt by my bed and glanced to the lord
... he can't hear the words I pray
This ditch is full of toys that cause others pain
power, greed, jealousy they grow the more I play
There could still be light out there, somewhere
                because deep down my soul is clean and gay
Until the darkness shallows me whole
                I shall be waiting if angles come back my way