Sunshine of daytime no longer,
I seek you ever stronger.

The moon shines pale –
My thoughts run endlessly, to no avail.

Sleepless dreams meant to swoon,
Sunlight streaming from the moon.  

The trance of night, a daydream
Stargazing the lights of night.

The bright of night, surely should cause no fright.

It has brought us to this dark place
This dark void from which there is no escape
Oh my god if you could have seen your face
tearing itself apart at an incredible pace
As we were ****** into the black hole in space
A love like ours could never be replaced
And so with all my might I braced
Against the inevitable that would lay us to waste
I just hope we will be placed
In the afterlife together not catastrophically spaced
a million miles away from each other every day
I would weep with sorrow in every way
I couldn't live in the afterlife's tragic play
And I would fade away
without you, so please stay
By my side where no distance can separate
Our love that was designed by fate
Oh what a horrific time
That we had to go through in our minds
Just to find each other in the mistakes and crimes
To learn that we would be forever entwined
And its fine, the fact that we weathered all the storms
It made our souls stronger even if we had to mourn
And now my soul would be torn
If we were ever ripped apart by the waves
Oh my lover, I couldn't breath without you near me in the seas
And without you there would be no more me

I miss...
missing you
chasing you
wishing for you
to wish for me.

I miss...
excitedly telling you
who I am
and who I wish to be.

I miss...
not knowing
when I would see you
hold you
exhale your breath.

I love us now...
don't misunderstand...
but the anticipation
and the adventure
at times get over-powered
by the day.

I miss...
our breathless
creativity
and the almost violent need
to be close.

I was not afraid---
Merely a pass time at first

Something I enjoyed
Something that quenched my thirst

I opened my door,
Much too wide,

You were too curious,
Too not come inside

It all happened too fast,
Before it could stop

Now it's too late,
Now it is done

I could not believe,
How easily I was won

It was just too easy;
Something was bound to fall

But little did I know,
It was my own wall

And little do you know,
Of the powers I’ve endowed

I’m always on my toes
You make me feel exposed

I’m afraid,
I am afraid.

They say you dont know what you have till its,
Gone.
The Truth?
You knew exactly what you had,
You just thought you'd never lose it.
That's what was wrong,
You thought you had her whipped.
You didn't love her.
She was just good for your ego.
But you say she didn't care.
I saw her care everytime you hugged another.
And break down,
She would cry when she thought of you two together.
Don't ever say she didn't care.
You're the one who didn't give a ****.
Because you don't destroy someone you love.

i saw stars in your eyes,
i read from a distance
and made you out to be
much smaller.
i found you out to be
nothing more than truth
for existential probability,
quite impersonal. i know.
with intention
i would move my head to
sip on oily day-old coffee,
but to avoid your view
was the main intent. words
move from whence your mouth,
and your eyes beg'd forth a response:
'i am not your Spanish dictionary.'