I'll steal those tiny moments
When you smiled at me.
And tuck them away
Where no one will find them.

So that when my soul leaves
This world, those memories
will shoot up to the stars and
Be close to the embracing moon.

I'll steal those tiny moments
When you laughed with me.
And keep them safe in my heart
Where no one will find them.

So that when I close my eyes
And take my last breath,
Those memories will shoot up to the
Blue sky and its radiance will
Compete with the sun.

Take me by the hand
And lead me to
The violet Jacaranda tree
Where she took your
Heart and whispered
Sweet words into your ear.

You were afraid to come
Back here and show
Others the hurt
Some little girl has brought
Upon you.

She spoke no truth
When she left you with
Simple but painfull words
That ran through your
Mind at night.

Take me by the hand
And lead me to
The Cherry Blossom tree
Where you first fell in love
With me.

No
im not that betrayal creatures
which disappear
once i felt cherished
right after they call me
but what about people who forget me
when im done cherishing them
what about me
you see
im flawed
i can't stand them forgetting me
just like that
im not
as real
as bright
as victorious
as the stars
but im one of them
but just a different kind of one
i have to dissapear
putting those blames on me
*im okay

The older i get
the stronger my faith gets
this world is so a fade away
so i decided to live somewhere else
which is just all the things
i wanted to exist,exist
and its just the things i dont have will to live
doesnt even experience extinction
where i can breath as much as i blink my eyes
without frets
but theres one thing that conquer me the strongest
which i believe it is existing between dream and reality
beautifully adapted from reality
restored with the perfection of dream
his sighs,his laughters
i can hear not more
than the distance between the index and the middle

Yes and yes,i've meet this point of my life when it seems so different from all my wishings and fairy-tales.If yesterday i hope we're the prince and the princess who had a happy ending which finally together after a lovely skinny love,now that i suddenly come to wonder that how good it would be if we don't have anything between.It sounds like now im the one who want to lose you and be free and try another atmosphere.I want to be away,let go every frets and give up on things which seems so hard.Well,let's start earning and i swear to myself since then that i just want to *see and understand

Before i close the chapter to these names
only god knows how much i want to love them
as i am
and now
i just dont care if my friends would say
until the whispering wind follows me
and say
you are cowardly running away from the reality
because that is all i see
as a way out
and i know how wicked it is
i dont care if the nowhere's night
needles of 13 degree celcius
would poke me into the core
and seize all painlessness
i dont care if its winter
would **** my soul with its negative
i wont moan
if i cant find my favorite mist of morning breeze
maybe i'll just find another kind of suffocation there
i wont be wearing my favourite blouse in the lace
but just a plain sweater instead
i wont moan
i promise myself i wont
nothing else than i could wish
please just grant my wish
that no one from my past remember me
cause in this small town
id rather fade away from minds
so the frets and laughs of us
wouldnt collide
as the way you hate it so much

I would like to remind everyone
that love is not a fairytale,
or a plot twist in a book or TV show.
It is as real as their warm body,
as it moulds together with yours.

There are no fireworks
or electric sparks when you kiss,
but your heart will pound and you'll briefly wonder
if they can hear your nervousness
as loudly as you can.

You'll love them
and they'll love you in return
for as long as it takes before it fades out
(if ever)
because sometimes it takes the dying of one love
to give way to something bigger and greater.

Never forget those you've loved before,
for that's the greatest insult of all,
worse than every curse and every heated fight.
To forget says that you never cared,
even when you were together.

Life is short be happy with what you got,
Cause' when you try to get,
What you got will seem like rot, when you get not.
theres a lesson to be taught,
keep that thought, and may you be happy, joyful to the little things,
Cause' that joy gives you wings,
And there are so many little things... ;)