Can I pull you back? Again? Once more.
Can I have you again? Can I?
Can I have you back here in my life?
Can I ask you to stay and never say good bye?
Can I hold your hand like I always do?
Can you hug me from behind, like what you always do?
Can you kiss my forehead again as I sleep?
Can you ask me to eat again and tell me not to skip.
Can we go to church like each Sundays that passed by?
Can we drive crazy in highways, as if we'll never die?
Can we laugh again, and again as if we're insane.
Can I be your girl again?
Can I wipe these tears with your hands babe?
Can I borrow your arms and wrap the to mine?
Can I wear your shirt again so I can feel you
Can you be the one that I would say, I do.
Can you be my forever bestfriend indeed.
Can you be my enemy, but will choose to defeat.
Can you mine again like the old times.
Can I have you once more and forever be mine...


But I know, that will never to come again... :(

An angel came to me and pulled me out of the dark.
He made me feel loved, and mended my broken heart.
He sings me love song, songs i'd love to sing
I was treated a Queen so I treated him King.

The sunshine that I have in life, yes, there were.
Rainbows and flowers can be seen everywhere.
His eyes as they speak in miine
As if it's always a valentine

His clasps were my shelter, my security, my shield
His kisses were treasured, as if with them, love were sealed.
His fingers that runs through my hair
is like a cool breeze in the air.

He made me stand up again, yes, once more
Made me believe, that there's such forevermore
His smiles, kills me, melts my heart
But now, they were dream because we still fall apart.

Fallen Angel, yes, I am.
For I am an angel fell for a man.
Fallen Angel, yes, he is.
Becase he's now gone as quick as a kiss

Fallen Angel, yes, I am.
Maybe my halo, disappeared again.
Fallen Angel, yes, he is
Because he fell apart, maybe I turned to a beast.

Fallen Angel, yes I am.
For I am still inlove with that same man.
Fallen Angel, yes he is
For I let him go, and now, I SO MISS :(

mahirap ba akong mahalin?
mahirap ba itong tanggapin?
oo, minsan sinabi mo nga na ako ay mahal,
at ikaw sa aki'y humahanga
ngunit salita at salita mo lamang
minsan, mga labi di mo pa maiawang
upang sabihin sa akin kung ako ba'y mahalaga
dahil sa totoo, masakit na sinta
mahal kita, kahit alam kong masakit na mahal kita,
kahit batid, wala itong patutunguhan pa
mahal kita, kahit hindi mo magawang mangako
na ako lamang ang mahal ng ganid **** puso!

Isang gabi, sa paghiga
Tumabi kay inang nahihimbing
Di niya batid ang luhang
Sa mga mata ko'y naglalambitin

Di ko alam kung paano
Maitatago ang sakit
Di ko alam kung ano
Ngunit parang sa puso'y gumuguhit

Kinupkop ang sarili sa aking pagtabi
Labi'y halukipkip tinakpab ang bibig
Pilit pinatatahan ang aking sarili
Ngunit luhay umaagos na para ngang tubig

Ang hikbi kong ako lang ang nakakarinig
Ang wasak kong puso, ikaw ang may hatid
Ang huwad na pag-ibig sa akin inilaan
Sino pa ang susunod mo na sasaktan?

Maawa ka, sinta, maawa ka sa kanya
Huwag mo siyang wasakin na katulad ko
Maawa ka, mahal ko, wag mo na siyang saktan
Dahil ang puso niya'y madudurog mo lang

Ina, patawad, hindi ko masabi
Ang pait at hapdi nitong puso kong sawi
Dahil sa estrangherong nagpanggap na anghel
Matapos ko'y iba naman ang pusong kaniyang hinahati...

i wanna go now.my heart is breaking.
i wanna fly now.my hands, are shaking.
i can't move.i can't move.i can't make a single move.
i know, you are not mine.but GOD! i love you so.
i wanna own you.and stay beside you.
but how? tell me, how? so i can smile somehow.
what have you done? what have i done?
why things must be this complicated?
and this, i expected.
but i let me. i let you.i let myself to fall for you.
over and over again.thousand and thousand of times.
four times, i saw your face, in the person of others.
four times, my eyes were deceived, what is that? your power?is it love?
is it my love for you? please set me free. can you?
i know i don't own you, but mutually, you own me.
please, can you just let me be me?i am in pain now, though i smile
i smile, though deep within, i am still hurt. it will **** me.
but better than i am just here, watching you.
I love you. please set me free and please, don't tell me you love me too.
just keep those words.i don't want to hear.
for i know, i will ask for more. and if i do, will you stay with me?
and can you promise, it will only be me
i don't know. i don't wanna know
for you broke my heart once.i now hands up. i now give up.
for i don't know what to expect from you.
i give up now, i give up. i will just continue loving you... away from you.

Sa bawat hakbang ng paa, saan ka nga ba pupunta?
Kadiliman, takot at aba, yan ang siyang nadarama.
Anong mali? Anong masama sa lahat ginawa ko?
Bakit sa huli, iniwan pa din ako.

Tiwala sa sarili ay nawala.
Landas na tatahakin, tila naglahong bula
Sino pa kaya ang pagkakatiwalaan sa mundong ito?
Bakit kailangan na pagdaanan ang mga ito?

Mula sa malayo, ako'y iyong tanaw.
Luha, wala man, batid **** bibitaw.
Nadama mo ang aking damdaming tila manhid na
Manhid na nga ngunit sakit ay siya noong nadadama.

Luha ko'y pinawi, pinalitan mo ng ngiti.
Puso kong nasaktan, iningatan **** muli.
kamay kong kupkop, iyong hinawakan.
Niyakap akong sinasabi na hindi mo ko iiwan.

Araw, oras, panahon man ang lumipas na
Takot ay nawala maging sakit pati na luha
tiwala sa sarili muli kong naibalik
At ang makita ka ay siyang tangi kong pananabik.

Sandaling panahon, marahil, tama sila
Ngunit ang sandali'y sapat na para ang sugat ay maghilom na
Bakas ng nakaraan, kaya ko ng tawanan
Sapagka't pasalamat ako dahil ikaw ay nariyan.

Muli akong tumayo at lumakad at naglakbay
Batid kong di mag-isa, ikaw ay aking kaagapay
yakap mo't mga dasal sa akin ay nagpatatag
ikaw ang handog ng Diyos bilang kalasag

Salamat Mahal, ngayon ako'y maayos na.
Kaya pala dumilim para lang makita ka.
Kaya pala kailangan na ako'y masaktan
Upang malaman na ang tulad mo'y nandiyan

Hindi ka kasalanan, Ikaw ma'y nagkamali
Hindi tama ang pagpili ng mali
Hindi kasalanan ang madapa
Ngunit mali na pag ikaw pa ay tumihaya

Hindi ka kasalanan, Hindi ka mali
Ang hindi pagtanggap sa sarili, iyan ang mali
Hindi mo kailangang magdusa mag-isa
Ang Diyos, inalaan sa iyo ay siya

Hindi ka kasalanan, huwag kang matakot
Huwag magtago saan man at mamaluktot
Hindi mo kailangan na mahiya
Dahil ang pag amin ay katapangang sadya

Huwag ka magtago, dahan-dahan
Ibaba ang armas, huwag na ngang lumaban
Dalawang kamay ay iyong itaas
At sadyang aminin ang nagawang kasalanan

Huwag kang mahiya, Siya ay iyong ama
Ang tanging pangarap ay mayakap ka Niya
Halika, lumapit at sasamahan ka
Magtiwala ka, ika'y babaguhin niya.

Alam kong hindi ka na babalik
O dili kaya ay lilingon
O di kaya sisilip
Sa ating kahapon...

Alam kong masakit
Pareho tayong nasaktan
Pero aking naintindihan
Kung bakit hanggang dito na lang

Bukas, makalawa
Maaring ako'y limot na
Pero sana alam ****
Minahal kang talaga

Ayoko ng paalam
Ayoko ng luha
Ngunit ikaw ngayon nga ay malaya
kaya Paalam na sinta

umiiyak ako ngayon, alam mo ba?
sabihin mo nga,masaya ka na ba?
sinaktan mo na ako, ayos ba?
hanggang kailan mo gagawin to sinta?
kung di mo ko kayang mahalin ng lubos
at di mo maamin,ibulong to sa Diyos.
Hayaan mo Siyang tulungan ako
na mailayo ako sa iyo...

Tangan ko ang pag-ibig **** pangako
Tangan ko ang durog kong puso
Tangan ko ang basang panyo
Tangan ko ang nawawalang ako

Tangan ko ang sirang pangarap
Tangan ko, ngayon sadyang kay hirap
Tangan ko ang pag-asang ikaw
Tangan ko, pag-ibig kong uhaw

Bibitaw na ako, siguro nga, tama na
Bibitaw na ako, wala ng saysay pa
Bibitaw na ako, ayaw ko ng talaga
Bibitaw na ako, sana kaya ko nga...

Bibitawan na ang pag-ibig sa iyo
Bibitawan na ang mga tangan ko
Bibitawan na at palalayain ka
Bibitawan upang maging ako, lumaya na...

Matagal ng panahon ng iwan ka niya.
Hanggang ngayon, mahal pa din siya?
Lumisan siya bitbit ang pag-ibig mo.
Pero di patunay ang pag-ibig na naiwan sa iyo...
Oras, Araw, at maraming taon,
Inasam na maibabalik ang kahapon.
Pilit ipinaglaban ang pag-ibig na wagas
Ngunit ngayon, di maaming ito nga'y kumupas
Sa paglisan niya, hindi na muling umibig
Puso'y inilalaan sa pagdating ng iniibig
Ngunit kalungkutan ay hindi kinaya
Kaya pinilit magmahal ng iba
Ngunit hindi maipilit sa puso ang totoo
Na ang tunay na sinisinta, iba na ang mundo
Sarili mo'y ikinulong sa anino ng kahapon
Ang pag-ibig ng iba'y palaging tinatapon
Wala na siya, matagal na, malaya ka na
Wala na siya, iniwan ka, bakit pa aasa?
Kung sa simula pa lang, talo na diba?
Ngayon, heto ka at mukhang aba...
Wala na siya, matagal na, bakit ka ganyan?
Sa sakit na dulot niya, iba ang iyong sinasaktan...
Wala na siya, lumayo, tinupad ang pangarap
Hindi ka kabilang, di mo pa din tanggap?
Wala na siya, ano mang gawin, di na siya babalik...
Wala na siya, sinta, wag ng manabik
Wala na si Maria, ang Mariang mahal mo
Wala na siya, bakit hindi na lang ako? :(

Was it me who changed your mind?
The love we have, eventually died?
Was it me who pushed you away?
or, you just didn't made me stay...
Was it me who made a mess?
The one who brought you stress.
Or is it you, it's you my dear,
who forgot to whisper "iloveyou" in my ear.
Was it me? Was it me?
The reason why now am alone.
Or is it you who let me go on my own?
Was it me, who caused you pain?
Or is it you who made my heart broken.
I don't know my dear, I don't understand.
Why did you or I let go of each other's hand?
Didn't we believe that God has joined us together?
Or, we just don't believe the concept of forever.
Days gone by, being with you,
my world revolved in this **** called us, two.
The pain inside, yes, I can hide
Who did this? or, did we two both lied?
I thought, we're okay, we're okay come what may
But where we are now? we're on our separate way.
I am stucked here, somewhere in the dark
Trying to erase the things you left and your mark.
But I know, it is impossible now, my dear sweetheart.
For you left a scar in my fragile heart.



And its bleeding
I'm dying
I'm lost
I don't know
I simply don't know...

you are the pillow i hug
when I sleep at night.
you are the thought that keeps coming on my mind.
you are the music that I used to sing.
you are the best ever among all of these things.
you are the tears that I cry when I am hurt.
Hurt by jealousy, it may sounds absurd.
you are the smile that is painted on my lips.
you are the one who make me dance and move my hips.
you are my sunshine that lights up my life.
my rain that washed away the pain in my life.
i tried to ran away from you.not only once, but more than two
and yet here i am, still stay where I am
I love you babe, with all I am