oh, you hapless ******* love with a hasty touch and throw me for a loop crying and saying sorry shaking with urgency come close and unfreeze me take my body and warm it better yet don't i hope you cry and keep crying petrifying in that house alone hallucinating you had someone to love again would you love me again? i can find someone new someone not you someone who brags about their love and not their conquests someone to help me heal this heart in my chest and i knew you couldnt do it but i hoped at the very least i thought you could help me cope but you can't even deal with your own **** saying im unhinged when you chain yourself to drug and drink downing all that moonshine drowning inside your mind and not having time for anyone but yourself i wish i knew you'd turn into the old you once more