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insomniatrical Dec 2021
I think this is too much for me
Having to know the person I am becoming

Who is she, I wonder

A wild and carefree bird,
Waltzing with the wind?

A bright and daring fire,
Who warms those around her?

As fluid as the creek
And just as stubborn?

Or she could possibly be

Like a glittering earthen crystal
Hardened by pressure?

But oh what it would be
to know even a little of me
insomniatrical Dec 2021
they decorated their trailer

that barbecue trailer

over there
insomniatrical Dec 2021
You drive me wild
with your nicotine kisses.
You keep me calm
with your pipe-dream wishes.
you have me feeling some sort of way,
You have me waking up another day
To see the sun, to smile, to say
That I Love You
How dumb would it be to say that
You're my sun and I am your moon?
When they're always chasing each other but rarely meet.
It's more like you and I are Yin and Yang
to each other, the reverse
Yang and Yin,
Longing forever,
Eternally cursed
this one's old af
insomniatrical Dec 2021
"AMON, or AAMON, is a great and mighty marques, and commeth abroad in the likeness of a wolf, having a serpents tail, vomiting flames of fire; when he putteth on the shape of a man, he sheweth out dogs teeth, and a great head like a mighty night hawk; he is the strongest prince of all other, and understandeth of all things past and to come, he procureth favor, and reconcile both friend and foe, and rule forthy legions of devils"
From the PSEUDOMONARCHIA DAEMONUM, an excerpt on AAMON that I enjoyed reading.
insomniatrical Dec 2021
oh, you hapless *******
love with a hasty touch
and throw me for a loop
crying and saying sorry
shaking with urgency
come close and unfreeze me
take my body and warm it
better yet
don't
i hope you cry and keep crying
petrifying
in that house alone
hallucinating you had someone
to love again
would you love me again?
i can find someone new
someone not you
someone who
brags about their love and not their conquests
someone to help me heal this heart in my chest
and i knew you couldnt do it but i hoped
at the very least i thought you could help me cope
but you can't even deal with your own ****
saying im unhinged
when you chain yourself to drug and drink
downing all that moonshine
drowning inside your mind
and not having time for anyone but yourself
i wish i knew
you'd turn into the old you
once more
insomniatrical Dec 2021
so now i always, always, always
have to be dressed to impress
i can't let myself dress lesser
running out of clothes in my dresser
to wear
so i can appear
worth anything to anyone else
you should have felt what i felt
when you tore into me
saying im disgusting
how was i so naive
how was i so trusting
insomniatrical Dec 2021
you're cute,
******* boy
so sticky sweet
come in and put me in a chokehold
make my heart beat
like a thousand drums
pounding away
chase me around the sheets
turn night into day
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