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insomniatrical Oct 2017
It's the beginning
The beginning
Room's spinning, spinning
And already
I am dreading
I am waiting
I am wanting to know who I am.
If I am not myself
Who am I?

What else can I be?
Who can see the real me
When I get so dizzy
I don't know up from down
Tell me who I'm supposed to be now
Who do you want me to be?

Am I not perfect enough
Quiet enough, loud enough
Here enough, gone enough
Good enough for you?
Tell me what to do
Tell me how to live,
Tell me how to be
So that I can please you.
insomniatrical Sep 2017
My one and
Only, will you
Remember me,
Guide me,
And protect me,
Never let me go?
insomniatrical Jul 2017
I wanna be riding a high
All the ******* time
If it means I can forget all about you
And who you are
And what you said
And the promises you made but never kept.

I wanna be stumbling drunk
If it means all I can smell is the liquor on my lips
And it means I can't remember your scent anymore.

I wanna lose everything so I know how good it was
And I don't think I want to feel good anymore
I think I just want to die
But I can't say that, can I?
insomniatrical Jul 2017
Let me go. I know I don't want

You to, but its best for both of us.

Never forget me, never forget my love.

Never forget our time.
insomniatrical Jul 2017
How can you just do that?
YOU LEFT AND I WANTED TO SCREAM.

You said you loved me but you lied.
YOU FORGOT ABOUT ME.

I think it's time to let go.
I STILL LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU BROKE ME.

I'm sorry.
I'M SO SORRY. PLEASE FORGIVE ME.

I never want to see you again.
PLEASE ASK ME TO STAY.
insomniatrical Jul 2017
???
What

Do

You

Do

When

You're

Terrified

Of

Everything?
insomniatrical Jul 2017
And once again,
It's 6 am,
You can tell I've been crying
I think I'm just done trying.
And I'll never really get
Why I choose to go and bet
Against myself one day,
And the next I feel okay.

But that's alright,
Because there will always be spite.
And hatred for the past,
Do good things ever last?
I think maybe not,
I kind of hope that my last thought.
Because if I choose to be so cynical
Maybe you won't take me so literal.
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