I try to look past the trouble of my hearts pain
This train of mundane pain
Pains me so, I have let you down.
The pain sugar coated in shame so thick
The neck hangs a head, heavy in the lack of
self-respect.
The pain soothed by the game of blame, winning is easy, losing is all the same, even your finger ends up picking your name.
The pain my heart feels has consumed my chambers, heart pumps have become laborious,
So much so the thought of losing you has become dangerous.
The pain that pains my heart so, is the lack of yours threading through my soul, with you it had a home, without you we’re alone.
Ironically.
Pain is on a mundane plane of life
You were the air I needed for flight.
I try to look past the pain of my heart’s troubles.

The deepest part of my mind is a crime
The deepest part of my soul a black hole
That never ends no matter how deep you may go
You'll be last in the vast unless you a yo-yo
But if you proceed you'll get lost in Mortimer's game
Thats your name in fame
Body just a vein
Soul in eternal pain.
No memory of man who ever entered so deep
No memory because the darkness swallows all Identity but the heat wipes even the prints of their feet.

All I want to do is hear your smile, All I want to do is smell your presence, all I want to do is see your silhouette, all I want to do is tell you I love you.
All I want
You're all I want
Yet you feel we better apart
I think we make a good team
You loved me then I love you now,  so much that my keyboard brings your name up when talking about love. I know I'm not perfect and neither are you. I now have love in abundance I already have love for two, whether a son or a daughter and you say I do,  I hope it's to me that you give these things to.
In case you are happier without me I hope it's for the best, I see our past and present as God putting my love to the test. I always do pray to be more alike so he makes me more like him, therefore even he knows I won't give up on my love for you no matter the sin. As he would do the same.

water runs dry     tears do to
fresh air heals the sky    the heart heals you
gravity puts pressure on earth    humans have no reason to stress
beauties of the world is what its worth  flaws makes you worth less
live only through what you give    die only from what you destroy
find pleasure in giving      apologize for destruction  
death is in my hands      only cause you're  holding them
then i will treat you like you do me     that would be the only cure
you need love     you need love too
                  
                  WE ALL DO

little gets said about what is truly thought
as if nothing is ever thought
until the truth is told and too much thought
compared to the usual standard is givin
making the truth more painful than it ever was
more than you have thought

Different from now or different from then
Only difference is the difference of men
We change as we wish and lust
Or the direction society pushes us
Intimate or not we still love
If not you then the situation
Love is there with no relation to intention
What love is, is ones own invention
Just like a broken heart
When the mind sees emotional bond
As a poison dart

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