Been in a foul mood
Got jury duty in a couple of weeks
HR is useless with aiding peoples
But when they need favors
All of a sudden your concerns are heard
Calls when they need something
Dealing with a lazy leader
Who dumps his work on others
Not interested in being friends
The virus is taking its toll
On a family member
Praying giving it to God
Everyone expects for their selfish gain
Can't rely or depend on anyone
Walking around with a bad back
Hiding pain and frustration
Can't say or do anything
Ready to walk away
Trying to be a full timer
While half *** workers get hired

Always talking friends up
While they talk down and bad
Use to be the mouth piece
Don't like being responsible for others
No one should be representing others
Be responsible for yourself
Hated the idea of cutting the cord
But realized they cut the cord
They let you go without hesitation
Claim to lost respect for you
Called them on their tangents

Sometimes you want it to end
Other times it feels never ending
Starting is always the hardest park
Halfway done is the best part
The midpoint till the end
Trying to beat the clock
Finish in a timely manner

Not arguing just focused on work
Don't care for drama
Not looking for trouble
Doing as much aa possible
The assignment is about to end
Things will get better
Riding out the tough dark times
Made the most of what's given
Met new people and new crowds
Don't always fit in or belong
Just glad to be involved part of something

The unsung hero
Going the extra mile
Staying positive all the time
Even when things are bad
Does the ***** work
Used up tossed away
Doing what's right
While others do wrong
Decisions are made
Could be doing more
Settled for less
Down playing intellect
Could be do better

On the road at the light
About to turn on the green
Another driver runs the red light
Always cautious of others
Protecting family is important
Took time to slow down
Tired of being rushed feeling behind
Hard to enjoy life always on the go
Appreciate the finer things
Laugh with loved ones
Smile over great people
Who appreciate your presence
Get lost in others not just yourself
Near death possibly injury
Makes it easy to focus on good
Instead of accepting the bad
Always chasing the dream
Such a great vision in the mind
Never turns out accordingly
The heart feels believes it will be real

Those rejection letters
Use to **** him off
All he does is work harder
Prove them wrong
Been doing it for some time
Never one to **** up
But **** it up plow through
Not staying down anymore
Tired of holding back
Mindful of others feelings
No regards respect in return
Over feeling ******* over
Burned with betrayal got the truth
Not accepting defeat called ruthless

The clown would make the world laugh
He took pride in it to see others smile
The laughter made his heart melt
Till one day he met a little girl
She was always mad and angry
The clown would use his routine
To make her laugh and smile
She would not change her ways
A face of stone no emotions
The clown was determined to get a reaction
Still no reaction the little girl didn't like his antics
She would kick him in the groin
The clown would cry shed a tear
This mean little girl would laugh and smile
Walk away the pain to gain happiness

Life goes on live to the fullest
Away from the wrong
Focused on doing right
Pen and pad just write
Best feeling day or night
Stopped with ex thoughts
Being a better person
Sober living clarity of mind
Learning to be patient
Not responding for others
Responsible ones actions
Be the guy make it happen
Don't leave it for the next
Limited time for the assignment
Clock is running out for the journey
On borrowed time an adventure

From inside to outside
Like a stray wandering
Trying to find away
Wanted by some
Rejected by most
Not meant to fix in
Always looking in
Once inside wanted out
Better alone and free
Than restraint limited
Can't stay settling for less
Always on the go
That's what's best

The heart of a child forced to grow up
A part timer doing more than the full timers
Find peace in writing not in people hard to trust
Love my family and struggle trusting
My mom would rather drink than put kids first
Take dad to work to start my morning
Use to be fun a wild child lived life to the fullest
Now I'm boring working being responsible
Can't date the virus dictating others faith
People get tired of you so fading in an out
Same old writing style they start to pass on you
So many wear masks altering who they are
Dk why wearing one bothers them
Barely understand myself
Trying to adjust and adapt
Can't fix or figure out others
Trying to be me that's all I know
Got hurt trusting in the wrong people
Still doing good what's right
After showing vulnerability

She claimed to love him
Now she denies knowing him
Acting like it never happened
Hiding a secret like it's *****
He loved her but didn't know
How to say it didn't want to rush
Feared she turn him away
Shut him down she already did
A loving smile to a cold emotionless stare
From a warm touch to lifeless vibe

Loyal to all the wrong people
Working in the landmines
Dealing with BS not obsess
Raging attitude coming out
Giving it to God he'll provide
Dealing with devil full of lies
Bring things down falling hard
Explaining frustration
Not a follower roaming solo
Or lead doing my own thing
Coming out like hate
But not about that

Always feeling provoked
Trying not to fail or choke
Hot headed seeing smoke
Been around not afraid
Never backing down
Showed up to battle
Mofos get rattle
Talking not working
Can't hang in this game
Overcome the pain
So many bad memories
Come up finish strong
Gain from the hustle