Being told "get over it" because that person refused to say "I'm sorry" or admit they are wrong. You told them how they made you feel and they seen nothing wrong with what they said or did.
Trying to blame it on you because they'll say you're sensitive. Tell you you're the problem because they refuse to own up.
Call you entitled as a poor kid becoming an adult working for everything. Left alone and they'll call you a narcissist because they can't get to you so they try to get others to see you differently.
Already use to being alone makes you care less what others think. You stop seeking approval. Doing your own thing all this hassling and negative remarks are from people that use people act like it's their right to do so.

Being honest with people is not hard. Some can't handle the truth because they are living a lie. Quick to throw others under because they are doing worse.
Thinking they are doing you a favor running their mouth when no one asked. Everyone has problems what makes yours more important than others who are working for theirs. Sick of those who make no effort trying to look down or talk bad about others.
Make sure you're at your best before saying anything to anyone. Dealing with those kind of people is frustrating and insulting at the same. They point out the obvious while doing nothing to contribute talking to people like are someone.

Some friend slandering your character trying to take a girl off your hands. Thinking you can take and touch something that's not yours. A friend wouldn't do that sad to think. Trusting the wrong people hyping them up to be left disappointed.
Not a cheater and it's not welcomed. A person that cheats will get friends to lie and cover up their shady actions. No one wants that pressure or responsibility. If you can't stay loyal and true stay single because it just hurts and wastes everyone's time.
Don't have kids if you can't support them it's the worse when a child feels like it's their fault because the parents aren't there. Unworthy of love being left discouraged watching one parent drunk and the other working hard to provide. Be there instead of picking and choosing when to be a parent. It's a lifestyle not pick and choose when it's convenient.

Stopped internalizing everything something's are best forgotten. Let because all they do is distract you from everything. Everyone works or does things differently. Not sure how to work with use to working around the problem. Taking the problem on straight up could cause conflict but usually focused on what needs to be done in a timely manner.
Usually one to rush things but not in a hurry she said yes but don't want to miss or ruin the opportunity. Been hurt before thinking long term instead of short. Asking questions not just going in blind. Trying to get to know a person not learn by trial and error on the go. In denial over all the deceit this person has displayed. Working hard working to make a difference

Some people get comfortable disrespecting others but once someone speaks up or says anything they are quick to play the victim. Talking about others like it's their right.
Once you call them on their crap they are quick to turn it into a debate to justify their actions. Quick to knock others flaws never looking at their own.
Love family but they are the worse who needs enemies when family makes you out to be the bad guy for speaking up standing your ground.
Years of being treated different once you break free of their death grip. They'll never treat you the same or act differently towards you. They expect you to change but never make any effort to think what they've done but quick to make you look bad for what you've done.
They have eyes like a snake two-faced cutting the cord and staying away from them makes it easier to enjoy life. You got your path there's no overlap or getting along because one made it no one could be happy for you.
They expect you to give up your dream so they could feel adequate about themselves. Have to keep moving no stopping because win lose or draw keep going gain from the experience.
They taunt your mind making you disgusted because you trusted them seen good in them when it was all an act. They try to alienate you because they rather destroy your character than let anyone rise and shine greater than them.

Waking up sore not young anymore
Pushing hard fighting back
Not recovering the same
Immune to all the pain
Hustling strong to stay sane
Been broke before never again
Wide away body tired and sore
Mind racing wheels turning
Tender laying in bed trying to rest

Watching people come and go took down the welcome mat. Saved their place I wasn't worthy of a place at their table. They slandered his name he never spoke bad about them. Making him look bad in front of a girl who was into him so that this scumbag could make his move.
A true friend wouldn't do that. A huge sign of disrespect and broken trust acting like they are loyal and true to your face. Violated trust means no more openness closed off pushed out.
If a person chooses to be single don't belittle them because you chose to settle. Acting like you're better than everyone talking about others like it's their right. Done with people like that family hurts the most. You have their back and they are quick to knife you in the heart. If they do that to family I get why no one is close to them. Or why they don't have any friends.

Haven't been journaling taking so much in. Writing is how to let it out reflect something's are beyond your control. Being a team player caring the load is exhausting. Doing your part isn't enough. All the extra is what becomes a factor. Sometimes they'll love you other times they'll push you out discredit your hard work and efforts making them feel worthless.
Learning to be a leader and communicating is hard.
Usually one to plow through do it alone. Trying to connect is hard especially after years of being detached from everyone. Giving everything not expecting anything in return.
Working till the job is done not leaving it for the next person. Thankful ppl are grateful instead of feeling starting over from zero doing it all over again. In bed not able to sleep not comparing or worried about others. Life feels alright but why does it feel like something is missing. Trying have a social life or relationship. It's complicated with trust issues formal friends that slandered ones name a character. Dating the wrong female who'd cheat then blame everyone to justify her actions of wrong doing.

Walking through the cemetery
On a cold rainy day soaking it in
Praying for family and friends
Reading books to relax his mind
Not obsessing over writing ideas
Racing the clock at work to finish
They'd rather shut it down
Instead of giving it a chance
They'd rather tell you than listen
Try to punk you out for answers
Not saying anything to fuel this fire
Let it burn out on it's own
Making it personal with insults
Making issues over abandonment
Instead of solving the problem
Being the cause of drams
Mostly in conflict with solution

Asking why and getting lies
Avoiding eye contact
From being loving to distant
Mad seeing one another with someone
No one wants to talk playing games
One open and honest the other lies
Reached out hand slapped away
Cutting off ties no sign of hope
From friends to rivals no one knew
So disconnected no one has a clue
People instigate ruining the friendship
While one wanted a relationship
Everyone departed to another life
Some got married had kids
Others achieved success working
Finished school got their dream job
Living in their dream house

Beautiful memories between them
All that remains is a crime scene
Evidence that was once love
Damage feelings broken emotions
Left over from all the carnage
The anger from the betrayal
Running up the tab of pain
Soon the receipt would come
Both would be stuck paying
Contribution to something tarnished
Harsh words exchanged to cut deep
Nothing lived just bleeding out
The soul slipped away lifeless
Two corpses remain infected by death
A cold case of the flatline relationship

Loved them to be rejected
Closed off hiding in the shell
Being funny made out to be mean
Honest with words many are laughing
Walked away no reason to stay
Let them win and they are still mad
Couldn't make them happy
Caring for others with this heart
Hoping love would be returned
Not responsible for their actions
Energy and emotions are not matched
Taking so much draining the soul
Gave feelings ripped off and cheated
Emotions shutting down going numb
Never goes right or according to plan
Deceived by beauty the soul is tainted
Getting closer wanting to be loved
Pushed away being tested set up to fail

Over being lied to over and over again
Believed in changed nothing did
One sided relationship just lies
Quick to blame causing pain
The growing problem can't be fixed
Fake cries to escape left unresolved
Instead of providing solutions
Not playing shame game anymore
Make things worse this love is cursed
Never owning up making more drama

Being called sensitive for caring
The only one doing it
While others mock your efforts
Talk down on you no one asked
Like if they are doing you a favor
Already proved myself
Fighting for self worth
Working harder than most
Not going through people
Just doing the work taking pride
Putting in the time growing
As they knock your existence
Not seen as an equal times
Taking back the respect
All the credit that was taken
Do the work soul ******* parasite
Pretending to have it together
Stop BSing everyone truth hurts

Embraced being told off
Blocked out all the bad
Being isolated over drama
Excluded being talked about
Rebelled from the toxic crap
Stopped taking the blame
Had no say or control things happen
Finding confidence within
After squatting being trampled
Stood up for moral integrity
Made a stand the tone changed

Times have changed old traditions fade. While the new so called norms are imposed. Looked out for others while everything was for their own personal gain. Breaking away not nothing with anyone. Pursuing a dream trying to match energies. Always on everyone's terms and time not respecting his efforts.
Seeing things not liking the changes because it was an obstacle now it was gone and didn't matter. Stopped empowering judgemental people. No longer listening to toxic. They'll point out the flaw before giving you props.
Find ways to discredit you so they can feel secure. Not talking about anyone but they'll dump foul language on your name. It faded away finding love and strength going forward. Not living in the past or that person anymore. Someone new not memories of the past.

They went to high school together
He had a crush but never a chance
Giving her the nickname big head
She always had a BF never be single
The week of heading off to college
He wanted to kiss her make his move
Instead of taking action he asked
He ran into her she was grown
She wore overalls and a sweater
That's what he remembered most
Now a mom that's her child twin
Crossing paths not sure what think
How to feel those distant emotions
Both leading different lives departing

Focused on the end beat clock
Lost in the process to get there
Knowing what needs to be done
Get it done in a timely manner
Trying to live up to the hype
Maintain the high standards
The young inherits the elders work
The next generation taking over
Glad to see them retire enjoy life
Applying the passed down knowledge
From the bottom to a lead role
Mentally prepared for the task
Feeding the spirit feeling empowered
Emotionally determined to make it

This love was wrong
Could never be right
Another argument at night
This mind is strong blocking it all out
While this hear is weak
Fear of being alone disconnected
Hanging in there empty inside
A failed lover fading passion
Cheap romance won't advance
Scars run deep down to the core
Strangers who dk each other anymore

Sorry for your loss losing a loved on must be hard. Seeing close friends hurt is hard to watch. Wanting to help not sure how or what to do. Being supportive isn't enough. If taking pain was a power I'd like to use it to make people better. Sad for them trying to understand more questions than answers.
Learning to be around during those tough times. Anxiety takes over when bad is going on. Feeling overwhelmed when people argue or cry not sure what to do. Would like to help but not sure how. Always praying for others health and their needs are met.

Praying for lost ones
A formal friend that shared memories
An ex that once was able to tolerate
Failed love no changing the outcome
Silent treatment from siblings hurts
A friend who's health is in decline
Wanting to reach out not sure how
I'm sorry I hurt you meant well
Too bad it all went wrong
Got sober that was my apology
Had to do it for me since things ended
Getting mentally strong this heart torn
Fading away from that toxic scene
Left alone isolated with thoughts
Lonely nights writing it out
Words ran deep hard to sleep
Letting pride get the better of thing
Sorry won't fix the wrong
Altered behavior wasn't enough
Coexisting made it tough
Reaching out being ignored
Not worthy stance was made clear
Tired the grudge being held over head
Faced the truth everyone so ruthless
Miss you all wishing you the best
This hurt will fade over time
Gave it to God prayed for better days

Being the voice of reason
Made him numb detach feelings
Focused on the task not the problem
He loved too much expecting equality
Ending up disappointed feeling betrayed
No one has his heart or cared as much
Usually in the back working hard
Saying how he felt got him hurt
The worse is when he catches feelings
Gets a crush on a person of interest
Never thinks the same it's complicated
Or feel the same way back

We don't talk or know each other
Everyone thinks assumes the worse
No one gets along not able to coexist
Everyone has problems
Don't dismiss one anothers thoughts
Respect feelings try to understand
Years of denying to be accepted
Bend over backwards standing solid
Working harder than before
Gave up on complicated things
Got over being lied to
Forgiving others for the betrayal
Even though never forgiven
Everyone talks bad feeding into it
Focused on the good staying positive

Lots of growth after cutting the cord. Not what they said we are not the same. You have your life respect it. Let me live mine. Don't tell me how to interact with my kiddos. Don't attack my personal life because your life is better. I'd think you'd be happy not plowing down others to feel secure. Not in control taking power only for your own self interest. Pushing people out alienating them manipulating others. Not empowering the corruption feeding the toxic behavior

Doing your thing
No one cared it didn't matter
Or be happy for you
Keep motivated working
Stay strong inspired to go
All the dramas not worth it

Writing for hope staying real
Voted off the island moved on
Use to fight for them stood tall
All they do is oppose him
Knock his story for being different
Shadowing others with theirs
No one knows how to act or care
Disowned and have grown
Happy for lucky people and drama could be sucky

Everyday is a new day
Make the most of it
Ready to ask her to lunch
But she was a no show
Ready to go she wasn't there
He didn't prepare there she stood
He practiced what he wanted to say
Then his mind got overwhelmed
Chose to do nothing about it
Not able to express himself
Writing in on the page for hours
Seeing it one way but it turns out another
His imagination gave him closure
Found peace not infatuated with anyone
Deep bold statements off the top of the head

He shared his pain not inflicting it
Hoping others would understand
Been an outcast not meant to fit in
Many people suffering over the past
Not always going to have a say
Make the most of things
No control beyond your grasp
Take on what matters worth your time
Pick your battles wisely
Not always emotionally invested
Hard to get attached or close
Free from the bad focused on the good

Tired of being told how to live
By people that settled right away
Who don't take their own advice
Use to care too much being excluded
Hoping they'd be accepting one day
More rules on how to behave
While their kids ran a muck
Doing things expecting favors repaid
Telling them how you feel and think
They can't comprehend it's dismissed
Turning everyone trying to control
Not playing walking away from this
Been there before didn't care for it
Not empowering hatred staying strong
A trail blazing leader not a follower
Use to being alone people go away
Hard to get close with an open heart
Not attached expecting them to stay
Live life on the go not waiting around

He read poetry in his room
Hoping to find love escaping doom
Peace and closure feelings ran deep
Made it easy for him to sleep
Laying in his bed clearing his head
All the loss had more meaning
All the victories short lived feelings
An internal struggle that was real
Another short deal now healing
Giving it all is never enough
Getting older making it tough
An adult heart conflicts with childhood
Not the same from the neighborhood
Come so far people can't forget the past

He worked hard finally appreciated
Dealing with people that work
Makes sense things are better
Instead of dealing with lazy people
Talks of sabotage for a career
For someone who wants to move up
Talks of becoming a lead to a lead
He knew that this was a big move knowing this persons a top prospect
Keeping things balanced going strong
A major role compared to before
Ignored treated bad no one's listening
An outside looking in not the place
Not going to find it in another person
Never materialistic seeking wisdom
Neglected feeling like a nobody
Determined to become a somebody

Near death determined to live
Do more over the same routine
The list grows on borrowed time
Writing from the heart staying true
Loyal to all the wrong people
Doing what's right causing a fight
Picking up the slack taking charge
Keeping things on track getting ahead
Learning to socialize deal with people
Be fair understanding the situation
While dealing with others problems
Keep them motivated and inspired
Usually focused on the work
Not about the drama anymore
Since it impacts the production
Learning to deal with others feelings
Understand others than ones emotions
Talked about moving up growing still
Not at the bottom anymore thriving
Looking up going forward rising up
Not going back or settling for less

Doing your job picking up the slack
Learning to socialize doing my part
Some don't care dump it on others
Being a teams player taking bumps
So much pressure from all
Do too much they expect it
Have an off day can't let up
They'll assume you're being lazy
Trying to put out the same energy
Slowing down plowing through
Burnt out earning every cent
Pushing through drained from it all
Given chance not letting anymore down
A new role living up to the hype
Since no one else wants it or cares