A few back on a train leaving college
A college drop out heading back home
This burden over head family criticism
The struggle to get ahead feeling stuck
Not sure how to act in a crowded room
Anything but over react with emotions
Feelings overwhelmed ready to explode
Trying to grow better this situation
Find a leveled ground steady foundation
New mindset to that shows maturity
Wiser with decisions more selective
Young and careless to responsible reliable
Failed love now chasing success
Became obsessed lost in the progress

Another private lesson
Appreciating one on one attention
Drilling moves preparing for class
Hoping to apply the moves
Utilizetechnique growth while improving

Banged up from training back up
So much training to remember
Giving your all to the sport
Taking the good cutting off the bad
Trying to progress compete against others
Earn a stripe rise to the next level
Working hard to challenge yourself
Camp mode dieting watch what you eat
Improve by repeating applying technique
Take downs by grabbing a leg or double
Grips to restrain the opponent
Find the dominate position with control
Frame up the move for points
Find an escape in a tough situation
Keep moving go strong go hard
Piecing together the moves to get success

A day of writing down on the page
Clearing the mind free from stress
Processing emotions after experiencing
Coping with feelings every encounters
Not defined by others defining ones self
Personal growth from all those moments
Stories to tell from those series of events

Trying to break this cycle of crazy
Turned away from all those things
What once matter is now worthless
Doing the work struggling alone
Approval now longer required
Reached out now forgotten
Bad memories remain escape the pain

Struggling with others nonsense
Focused on bettering the situation
Leave the current job for a career
Chasing those dreams past due
Setting goals too much on hold
Focused turned away from distractions
The hearts been hurt many times
Before not welcoming anymore
Worked hard and promotion denied
The agony to see the lazy person
Who got the position be careless
A hard worker giving his all
Living with rejection in denial
Trying not be know for health issue

Work ***** ready for a change
Dealing with a lazy lead
The kiss *** number 2
Finding excuses a bunch of talk
Instead of doing the work
Not settling or being held back
Spoke up now being excluded
Being kept out still doing the work
Never talking about haters
Quick to change the subject
Not worth my time or bothering
Never giving into the hype
Someone you looked out for
Betrayed your kindness broken trust
Did favors now seen like ***** ups
Aligned with the rivals on the outside