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Infamous one Aug 2023
T50
The idea of being wanted
Waiting around usually ignored
Thought she was my girl
She's always with someone else
Falling in love falling hard
Family betrayal is the worse
Loved you like my own child
Your parents don't want me around
The people I love leave me in pain
Opened my heart the hurt is deep
Trusted you and honest with you
Treated like an enemy seen as a stranger
Influenced by others negative views
Acting like you dk me we use to be close
Doing all the things you said
You'd never do with someone else
Want to keep you safe had your back
While you walk into the danger
Over watching you be self destructive
Repeating bad habits thats not okay
Would rather tell the truth
Than let you live a lie
It leads to your hatred growing your way or no way
Infamous one Aug 2023
T49
Changing can't settle for less
Over all the talk just doing
Would rather be alone
Feeling like I have to behave
A certain way to be accepted
Don't want to let anyone down
Feeling like I'm being set up to fail
Cheating myself waiting to fins out
Anxiety within very unsettling
Heart desires more thankful always
Blessed but impatiently waiting
Trying to explain these feelings
Emotional thoughts deeply impacting
Hard to put the plan into play
My time isn't the right time
God's time and plan is the way
Slowing down appreciate the help
Tired working to pay for insurance
FMLA on a doctor's note
Till the procedure the recovery begins
New liver bouncing back to a better life
Loving everyone health comes first
Never been selfish always been selfless
Not able to be around dealing with an ego
Can't get along always seen as a threat
Had to remove myself not being heard
Not seen as an equal one sided heat
Infamous one Aug 2023
T48
Working harder than most
Never scared not backing down
DIY finding a way to get it out
Rise to the next level trail blazing
Pursue a dream everything mentally
Drained physically fighting to give it life
Others point out the wrong tear it down
Than give credit for doing right
Focused on mistakes drawing blood
Instead of blessing the effort
All the hard work mininalised
Standing tall alone hoping to unit
Trying to bring others together
While the division grows over time
Keeping everyone apart no love
Infamous one Aug 2023
T47
Use to be scared not afraid anymore
Valued your negative opinion
Tried to put me in my place
Than allow me to grow
Questioned you intentions now your mad
Years of criticism being knocked down
Crazy enough to get back up for more
Staying away gave this mind peace
The mental struggle became a strength
Toxic voices have gone mute
Faded away in the spacey distance
Taking in the silence feeling calm collected
Never understood the logic in this beef
A once sided argument wasting time
Feeling disrespected devalued by an elder
What happened to being an example
A role model for those trying to make it
Move up in the world not knock'em down
Times are different changed over the years
Once came to you for advice
An opinion isn't always needed
Sometimes an ear helps you figure it out
The thought process might click
Make sense to the person opening up
Don't tell others how to live their life
Who to be let them be cozy in their skin
Infamous one Aug 2023
T46
The love for family is strong
It's more than a pretty picture
You need to put forth effort
Don't complain or get jealous
When you get asked
But refuse to participate
It could be fun give it a chance
Don't let your bad attitude
Ruin a fun moment for others
How do you expect others to know you
When you close them out give the 3rd degree
Take interest in others
Don't be about yourself
Sometimes the road is lonely
The journey has people
Who love and care for you
You need to meet them half way
Let people be themselves open up
Don't try to force control the moment
Thankful for the new memories
Closer to cousins and new friends
Can't wait around need to live
Especially on borrowed time
Health is not great but still able
Thankful for the help pushing through
Love the team don't want to fail
Trying to do my own thing not lead
Infamous one Aug 2023
T45
Always talking about growth and change
Sometimes the change doesn't happen right away
Working hard behind the scenes
Preparing towards the goals achieving success
It's about balance and maintaining success
What makes sense to you others find crazy
Results produced towards the outcome
Easy to see the ending do the work
That's between leading towards the dream
Take the steps to make moves to be happy
Even if you're alone stay sane deflect pain
Infamous one Aug 2023
T44
Denied the right not going to argue or fight
Walking away it's going to be a war
Say something that might lead to regret
Miscommunication to be right instead of a solution
Insults making things personal
Invalid argument no results just personal attacks
Clearly wrong trying to justify things
Sad family is divided no one talks
Assumptions growing in the mind
No one is talking about you get over yourself
Making others take your side doesn't make you right.
It fuels a bad person to destroy others who have views and opinions
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