Swimming in this cluster coming to terms set free from it all. Can't change the past been focused on the present make a better future. Not always going to be liked, or agree with one another. No ones talking about you, stop talking about everyone. Not listening to bad vibes disconnected from negativity. Not trying to manipulate others for a selfish gain. Always giving even when there's nothing left. Working hard trying to maintain.

Stopped holding it in, protecting the shady that play the victim. They talk bad about others to feel superior can't do it alone so they recruit more haters. Never conform to their made up plan that doesn't apply until they need something. Once you can't they see you as the worse treat you like you don't matter. Sad about these people was open honest and genuine. Treated them right and fair. Now they don't care acting like you own them. They didn't get their way now they don't care about you anymore

Use to have tons of friends now sitting alone. Dated many women still single. Hardest work in the room still not full time. Had an opinion got seen as the enemy. Shared feelings seen as weak. Showing emotions to have them be ignored. These are the worse feelings dealing with being alone makes sense but feeling denied seen as a reject. Those labelers are wrong dk the truth with their made up stories to feel superior.

Family becomes annoyed when you don't show any emotions. Pretending to show interest in your life. No respect for your feelings ignored trying to share. Excluded for not living up to this imaginary hype. All these thoughts circling round. It's a never ending cycle you forgive them but they still hold a grudge waiting for a mistake to feel empowered. Think they are superior while showing vulnerability.