Being himself is all he needed. They expected him to change. He knew who he was and what he wanted. She had these wild ideas and assumptions about him. He knew she would never be happy by denying himself pretend to be someone he's not. All he wanted was for her to like him it was too much and overwhelmed.

Growing letting go its starting to show. White hairs wisdom high lights worry lines lived life not focused on the fight grew up in the struggle; don't need outside factors as a distraction. Dk how I'm going to get to the next level been doing it for sometime now. Part of the everyday routine, makes it easier to get things off the chest not settle for less.

Not always liked or a favorite had an opinion why does it need to be explained while some spew out none sense that doesn't make sense. Stopped talking jokes turn into criticism everything becomes to real and personal. Can't joke or play all the double standards get it worse than the rest. Ready for the consequences thought about it not giving them a reason to speak. Had to cut the cord stopped empowering the wickedness. Everyone is ******* you getting punked by someone worse.

Never too late still doing it, always improving not the favorite or going to get recognition. Willing to work for it use to get depressed missed the moment glad to be around it. It's about trusting the processes building up. As a coach, being able to see strengths improve the weaknesses. change it up working on offense hoping to build up speed. Working on a defensive plan with reactions.

Always loved family don't care to be boxed in or labeled be my own person. Not materialistic or quick to judge anyone. So many made up false standards. people expect you to live upto but aren't even following those made up rules. Always trying to live life don't need much to be happy. Don't need to knock others to feel secure. Dealing with insecurity asking how to improve be better focused on what I'm passion about. Writing always helps clear the mind, and music feeling the groove room to grow improve.