She always told him
Pursue your dreams
He didn't always
Believe in himself
He got distracted by work
He never got hired
Didn't want to give up
On his dreams still writing
They met at the community college
They were accepting of one another
She was his friend
Sad when she moved away
She'd come visit him
They hung out caught up

Trying to relate
On the outside looking in
Understand others
Too much shame
Coping With pain
No one seems to care
Take your thoughts
Looking out being
Hate being ignored rejected
Repeating myself is annoying
Take your feelings smashing them
Not taken serious disrespected
Not take into consideration
Heart been through the grinder

A long week await
Trying not to hate
Be alone on the go
Another strive to be alive
Feeling dead on the inside
Mentally overwhelmed
Physically burned out taking it slow
Looked into those scare for you
Said I was sorry and loved you
Who knew it would be the last time
Hiding the pain holding back the tears
It plays in the back of my head
See it before my eyes not the best memory
But the last you had so much life to live
You're my only grandpa didn't want to let go
Not ready to say good bye
You gave me strength when I was weak
Believe in me when I didn't believe in myself