Things changed unexpectedly
Miss them over time
Now missing the hurt
Should be living life
Not that person anymore
Not living that life anymore
Dk the future thoughts of fear
Can't live off the past fading away
Living in the moment overwhelming
Taking it one day at a time

The words won't come out
Its easier to write it down
Holding back raw feelings
Collected frustration over time
Ready to unload with truth
Hard to tame caged emotions
Missing moments can't remember
Wild child to sober responsible
Trying to help out provide
Be the hardest worker stay sharp
Work smarter take mental notes
Be focused on getting it done
Do it right all in the first time
Its not guarantee or promised

Praying things would be normal
Making the most of things
Working with what's given
Thought one way being optimistic
Didn't want to complicate things
Been seeing the truth in actions
True colors through the struggle
Difficult times change people
Scared to lose people most leave
Feeling abandoned missing them
Always looking in not meant to be
So much change let things be

Open and honest pursuing love. Always pursuing the wrong while the right gets fed up for being ignored. Wanting to be more than friends while the other isn't interested stringing them along.
One had more promise than the other. One was genuine the other had other plans hidden agenda. Lust and love a blurred line

She was older than him by 2 years. He wanted love but this was a fling. She appreciated him not meant to be together. He was going through a break up they met one another.
She was from the boonies he was from the inland Empire. Their worlds would cross paths both getting to know one another.
She wasn't afraid of the woods but seen the big city intimidating. He grew up the oldest of 6, she was an only child. Different life styles and personalities.