Around miserable cousins
Who don't do anything
Telling yourself to not be like them
Feels like you are maybe worse
They day you returned from college
Everyone worked and miserable
No time for fun but responsible
With some freedom no kids and single
But that wild life style
The act was running thin
He was sobering up getting clean
From detached to trying to reconnect
Anything he did was unnoticed
He had to start over yet again
Always on the outside looking in
Once inside he realized it wasn't worth it
Denying himself and giving up what he liked
He loved himself being an individual more
Everyone was two faced
Backstabbing one another
Only a matter of time till he was next