Let go of old hurt
Playing with old emotions
Feelings change not the same
Personal growth continuing
Asking question what's needed
How can it be done better
Living in the moment
Can't block it out or hide anymore
Tried to blend into the background
Meant to stand out be up front
After being kept out looking in
Shoved to the back without reason
Lots of change every season
Learned to say No without doubt
Stand on solid ground against the odds
After being provoked found courage
Confidence to speak up to others
So many assumptions made up lies
After being ignored being better

Feels like time is running out
Racing time time to get ahead
To get it done so many distractions
So many detours trying to get done
Get done in a timely manner
Coming up with new ways
Change it up all time other ways
Some days are easier
Others pushing through

She always belong to someone else
Always in a relationship
Couldn't be single or alone
She knew he had a crush
He knew it would never happen
Leaving for college a better future
Sharing an emotional hug
He'd come home to visit her
She was finally single
He was seeing someone
They caught up over drinks
He was happy to see her
She was too a kiss on the cheek
He was confused by gesture
She never showed him affection
Didn't give much thought