Lost for words turn of events
Dk how to feel so much chaos
Not my fight trying to stay out
But getting all the backlash
Should've said something
Not getting involved
Always taking the heat
Not going in or too deep
Hurting from anxiety
Can't sleep sacred for family
Praying to God crying out loud
Lost it all before losing it again
Relocated not giving into hatred
Had a bad attitude checked myself
Writing to forget deal with this pain
Would take the bullet to the head
Better me than them feeling dead
Heart is racing pacing in a panic
Social media informed depressed
Don't let it lose meaning devalued
Become purposeless or destroy homes

Been a tough couple of days
If healing the world was a power
Praying for the safety of others
People make it home with out fear
I'm sorry for the loss that justice is served
Years of injustice coming out
That love conquers all the light shines
Exposing the wicked those wrong doers
That good wins over evil staying positive
From tv to the neighborhood so close

Hanging with a friend
She walked by with a smile
He noticed those big brown eyes
Telling his friend about her
He noticed her from far away
She grabbed his eye like no other
Had his attention admired her
He pondered what shes like
How to introduce himself

Learning to be a fan always involved
From a player to a coach transition
Learned what it takes to win
As an athlete listen to coach
Everything is planned for a reason
As a lead coach Make the palyer better
Share years of collected knowledge
Passed on the skills to the next
Lots of repetition to develop
Gained more from losing
Learned life lesson from the sport

Riding fast scared to fall
On the board riding
Feeling free from it all
The fear of rolling an ankle
Not able to brake well
Jumping off the board
The wind feels great
Never too old for a rush
The sound of the wheels
Catching speed rolling along
One shoe chewed up from kicking
Feeling unbalanced trying to stand level
Carry an extra pair of shoes
In a backpack with essentials
Saves money more efficient
Eco friendly being safe

On the lake extra early
First time fishing on the lake
Went with a friend and his uncle
Fog was heavy and thick
Worms in a container
From the bait shop
Place them on the hook
Learning how to cast
The reel made it tricky
When you release string
Once it's in the water wait
Take in the scenery
Waiting for the fish to bite
Once that happens a feel a tug
Start reeling in the catch
The pole starts to been
Reeling till it comes closer
It ends up being plants
Then set up the pole again
Until reeling a fish it's a rush
Some are keepers for a meal
Others are catch and release

Long curly hair like curly fries
A smile could make you do the same
Sharing laughter melted the heart
Good spirit and company together
Not use to love always conditional
Her soft hand in yours feeling united
The scent of coconut was intoxicating
A nerdy ****** not use to being chosen
Lost in the moment feeling loved
Loved for others spreading it thick
Never enough left over running low
Hugs and kissed feeling rewarded
Cuddling keeping one another warm
Body heat close to someone special