Trying to focus on the good
Let go of all the bad
Just be free from the mind scheme
Plotting and planning should be living
Cleaned up the damage within
Letting go of the sad moments
Not mad but glad it happened
Pushed it out feeling empty
Need to have fun feel full
With new moments
Replace the old memories

A late bloomer open to grow
Never knew just went without
Wasn't in a rush to grow up
After a few failed relationships
Learned to appreciate being single
Jobs in bad work environment
He appreciated working alone
Working to get paid wasn't born rich
A full heart of nothing in effort

Talking about it all
Tapping into the darkness
So the light could heal
How did this happen?
When did this start?
Like you can pin point
Where it went wrong
Life if you can go back
Prevent it from happening
All you can do it pick up
Where you are at
Move forward learn the lesson

She was light skinned
Long brown curly hair
The way she stares
That look in her eyes
Feeling unworthy of her
Trying to hard lost in thought
Holding back messing up
Feels like she's slipping away
But things have yet to happen
Once they do not sure what's next
Short term relationship
Life time burdens on the heart

Always holding back
An explosion within
Should've spoke up
Should've said something
Never fall in rank
Always ranked out
Challenged all the nonsense
So many lacking common sense
Taking on the numbers
Feeling out numbered
Ready to do it so many delay
Wasn't prepared ran through anyway

Everybody is pairing off
Still single living in the moment
Always open to change
Some are married multiple kids
Learning by babysitting gaining
Waiting for the one
Some had more than one
Onto the next struggling with an Indecisive ex trying to come back
Moved onto new no one happy
Always happy for others
Not use to support
Always taking on others
To prove them wrong

A change of scenery
It's a nice vibe to grow
Felt stuck but moving now
Really tried to be a factor
Always factored out
Loved them so much
Got nothing in return
Worked extra hard
Still not the one
Still hasn't happened yet
Working for the moment
Praying for that time to come