Sometimes people talk to hear their voice
After a while it's just to be a smart ***
Or their talking feels like a waste of time
Sad how people change for the wrong reason
Being a badass but hurt over a girl
A bad attitude over not getting your way
The tone changed because of someone else
But everyone gets all the backlash
Sooner or later crash and burn
Talking loud doesn't mean right
Making people look stupid
Doesn't mean you know it all
Hiding behind alcohol relying on a bad rep
Which cause credibility to lose value
So much contradiction going on
Looking out gave advice to be ignored

Reading old poems
Wondering what caused this
Where did the inspiration come from
What influenced the tone of it all
Years of not being sure thought about it
It comes together more composed
Picking and choosing what matters
Somethings don't matter not worth the hassle
Memories come back while others fade
Friends of the past could've been more
Regret for not taking a chance or a risk
In the moment got nervous a change of mind
Would rather have her as a friend then not all
Now it's easier you'll never see them again
Make the most of that open window
Get inside or step forward say what you feel
Show them how much you appreciate them

Been dealing with liars
One drink turns into acting up
No one's playing games asked nice
Not respect or regards for others
Still going to do it anyway
Then blames others for your actions
Trying to make everyone look bad
So the heat is off your bad behavior
The never to play victim after this conduct
Always trying to take away from others
Make it about yourself when it's not about you
Choosing alcohol over loved ones is sad
After a few drinking acting like you're noble
After so much betrayal the two-faced act
Acting like you did no wrong it's sickening

A broken heart before we met
Mending a heart of a troubled friend
So much support one sided
Waiting around to make it right
Outside factors ruining a friendship
All burden toxic behavior
Negativity drains the good vibes
Focused on the positive
Over come the struggle

A beautiful memory from the past
Over time questions are answered
Two separate lives she lived more
He wasn't in a rush made that mistake
Still single after a few bad relationships
She had more than a relationship
had a few kids started a family
Everyone plays their roles accordingly
His kind heart respected her values
From wanting more to letting go

The plan has changed
Things are not the same
Overcome the pain
Personal growth is gained
The past is over reminiscing
Not talking anymore long forgotten
Or hope of going back facing forward
Remembered the good time long gone
Starting over rise about the wrong
Live life to the fullest going strong
Good deeds positive vibes
Over ***** deeds shady faces
Spiritual recharge soul is alive

Hard to find common interest
Hard to find common grown
So many labels and boxes to check
Different in one way treated bad
Seen as the enemy a bitter rival
For one conflict of interest
So much imposition
So many talk not open to learn
People don't listen to understand
Always ready to tell and respond