So much change
Missing work mostly the people
Friends so far away
We don't talk anymore
Happy for your marriage
You are blessed with kids
Appreciate your family
Some are wanting that
Yet to experience that moment
The single life could be lonely
Always pursing a career
The degree not quest a struggle
Reading to enjoy stories
Reading for knowledge not used
Collecting hoping to use it
Apply it to life using content
Setting goals chasing dream
Getting back what was lost
Somethings are over
Some left not coming back

Talking loud doesn't mean right
Insulting a person over an argument
Doesn't make things better
Alienated for being different
Not seeing eye to eye conflict of interest
Seeing things the same imposing beliefs
Trying to turn everyone get the odds to favor
Can't win or do it alone manipulation
Standing alone not taking sides

A long day of writing
No nap just focused on the ideas
So many thoughts to reflect on
Somethings seem like more
Once analyzed its not much
Just hyped up in this mind
Always creating seeing it
Feeling it able to connect relate
Sometimes it takes life
All the hate and hype
Blow up like dynamite
The cold magnified getting older
Not saying much writing it all out
Bad habits avoiding them to stay sober
Toxic crowds always the odd one out

Trying not to yoyo back and forth
Some vibes feel good alive
While old feeling cause numbness
Stuck in some past emotions need balance
Always saying be better than yesterday
Not stuck in the same spot inching onward
Made moves nothing to drastic
Facing forward trying not to look back
Not in the same place moving at a slow pace
The past comes back might burn and crash
Mind is made up but easily convinced
So much change with that person
It feels the same lots of bad memories and pain
Eventually they'll leave and forget about you
While you wait you realize they are gone
Not coming back so it's best to not stop
They'll replace you just move on without them

Why wait for it
Live life to the fullest
Writing to over come fears
Allow feelings with tears
Show emotions without being judged
Talk about taboo topics without influence
Explore encounters and experiences
Not always caught up in the moment
Reflect on old relationships
Be better for the one the right one
Observe why old friendships failed
Learn to be the friend you need
So much change processing it all
Missing doing things back at them
Things yet to experience stop holding back
Thinking too much about the consequences
Instead of taking risks new possibilities

Infused with motivation
Don't say much got others confused
Been doing it not saying anymore
Woke up with an adrenaline rush
Most of the time deep in thought
Not paying attention to whats going on
Usually observant people watch
Not sure how to feel anymore
Catch a conversation be social
Tough times dk how to act

Talking mid story
Trying to see where it came from
What's motivating this
Where did this inspiration come from
Felt alive wired during the process
Having fun trying not to obsess
From the darkness to being lit up
Reminded of the good times
Followed by the bad ones
Funny stories from back in the daze
Another phased passed onto the next