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Delilah Dec 2016
Two years ago a new chapter of my life was opened, it wasn't a good one but it was a hell of a show. I learned and grew and became new. I was so young and very very naive to the world and the way it changes and shows itself. People who were my whole world, are people who I no longer think of. People who I didn't know existed then have made my life worth something now. It's incredible how fast your whole world can turn upside down. My life went from having a family of eight people who never got a long but to me that was family. Now I know family's are supposed to actually love. That's where love comes from, right? The future is here, its really here. Everything I dreamed of is here. I'm leaving this house that once held so much but no longer does. Tomorrow feels like a victory of a long race to the finish line. Although, it was a very long and hard two years those memories of everything still pop into my head like they happened yesterday. I know they didn't and I now know how to move on from something. To forget and forgive and decide how I want my life to go. People go through more difficult things everyday but for me this was a mountain that I had to climb and now I'm standing still on top with people who support me, with things that are good for me, and with a sense of how the world works. It may have taken me 24 months to finish to race but I'm still here to tell the stories, and I'm ready for the next mountain to climb.
Delilah Dec 2016
I have built another brick house in my heart
Put your name it in and threw away the key
It's weird because I keep recalling the night when we were told we'd stay together forever but sadly they were wrong
I'm hoping one day we find our way back
I think we will
Like they say "If you love something, let it go, and if comes back it's meant to be"
Our lives are changing in different directions and that happens
I just hope the best for you and I hope to see you again
Delilah Nov 2016
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She worries about you because she loves you
And she knows that if anything ever happened to you
She would be as broken as you are deep down inside
And she can't fix you so how would she be able to fix herself
So she worries about you
Her heart aches when yours does and she wonders what it's like to feel that way but she knows that her own  sorrows make her hurt like yours
When she cries my world floods because those eye are the holiest thing I've ever seen
So I hold on to her and pray that the sun breaks through
Because she only deserves sunshine and happiness
That's what she is to you and I just want to be her rainbow
Delilah Nov 2016
How do you love me?
I'm such a mess,
I don't know how to control anything half the time but you don't seem to care
All you care about is me
You care about the me I never learned how to love
You love that me and all the rest of me
You seem to be the only one watching and seeing me fight on
And I love that about you
I love you so much it's unreal
It's kind of gross but I really like it
Delilah Oct 2016
As the full moon rose tonight
I kissed you soft and hard
You told me about the things you love and the things you hate
You open within me and I open within you
The comfort I feel with you is as big as the bright full moon
You are the girl in all the famous love stories that I am excited to get to know
You are you and I want nothing more than to be apart of your big bright beautiful world
Delilah Aug 2016
My life is good
This is the best my life has ever been,
really I've never been happier but there is something that I question
I question why when my life is this good that you have to come back and say hello
I don't want you
No one wants you but you love not being wanted
When will you ******* stop and go away
I want to live this part of my life to the fullest but now I'm sitting here wondering
who will be the next person I have to explain you to
Who will be the next person I have to have that horrible conversation with about possibly medicating you because you have just proven that I can't get rid of you on my own
"Stay busy" I told myself "if you're busy you won't have time to think about it" I thought but now I'm just tired of fighting to keep you away by staying busy
I REALLY want you to go
I want to be like I was before
You come because you have nothing better to do but to take people and destroy their happiness
And who knows what will happen in the end
You could win but I could also take you out with the hard fight of my life
Delilah Jul 2016
I thought I saw the sun through the clouds I thought all the rain and sadness was over I thought I could live life full again I thought it was over but it'll never be over and there will always be clouds somewhere
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