My life is good
This is the best my life has ever been,
really I've never been happier but there is something that I question
I question why when my life is this good that you have to come back and say hello
I don't want you
No one wants you but you love not being wanted
When will you ******* stop and go away
I want to live this part of my life to the fullest but now I'm sitting here wondering
who will be the next person I have to explain you to
Who will be the next person I have to have that horrible conversation with about possibly medicating you because you have just proven that I can't get rid of you on my own
"Stay busy" I told myself "if you're busy you won't have time to think about it" I thought but now I'm just tired of fighting to keep you away by staying busy
I REALLY want you to go
I want to be like I was before
You come because you have nothing better to do but to take people and destroy their happiness
And who knows what will happen in the end
You could win but I could also take you out with the hard fight of my life