No
I won't make casual conversation
with you
I don't trust my cheek
Not to blush
More I think,
it gives me fright
What if my face
unfold matters  of my heart
Bundled up in lace
You need to stay exactly
Where you are
or else I won't recognise
new me...

O dear lass! How hard did you tried
and did everything what everybody liked
And they judged you harshly
Try to break you just for fun

Now so tall u walk without care
Doing only what you deem pleasant
and they still judge you bitter.


Nothing has changed in them



And everything in you.

Toss and turn, my back aches with tiresome but my heart refuses to pace slow, eyelids not willing to close yet
  
I meant what I said and I love your mind for searching for some hidden meaning.

This thought keeps crossing in me
How hard it is to stay and live at your present.

Had she lived a little longer,
She could witness things coming around for her, finally and be happy ,
Had she just bit more time,her heart little less broken
Only, had she been little more capable
in taking bit more torture
She could had it all..


...for a little while anyway.

Through these window he looks so carefully, as the sky pour heavy,lost in his thought of some sweet old memories...clouds are crashing and crying aloud, yet it is nothing  compare to what is brewing in his heart.

Someday in past, many years ago,
I was merely child with curiosity and lots of questions
I thought I would know answers by now
But now, I was never so lost knowing only few of them
That zeal and light in my eyes has dimmed
And left with  many other questions
Which I don't really ask anymore