I ******* HATE THAT YOURE BETTER THAN ME. IT EATS ME ALIVE THAT EVERYONE LOVES YOU AND HATES ME YOURE SO WONDERFUL AND IM A *******

Your **** induced breath whispered my name to pull me closer
You kissed me despite the cigarette on my lips
You kissed me despite the ***** on my tongue
You kissed me
You told me you loved me
You told me you'd never leave me
You told me
And I've realized
I love you
I love you
**I love you

My cigarettes are hidden within my baby clothes
The bag I had in sixth grade now hides my alcohol under my bed
The journal my cousin gave me when I was 11 is now unscripted with hate
Everything grows up
Innocence doesn't last

Our worlds are so different
but every now and then we take a few moments to ourselves
creating something thats all our own
a simple look
a soft touch
you trace my spine
and i feel your lips shaking on the back of my neck
my fingers running down your chest
i never mind giving everything to you
you pull me in closer
the silence is embraced
these are the times im happy when everything is left unsaid