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Gabriel Dorian May 2014
The circus of sorrows,
The illusions of trickery,
The face of reality,
The place of all sadness.

Somewhere in the darkest part of you,
There is a Roller Coaster of depression,
A Ferris Wheel of pain
And Merry-Go-Round of grief.

There I found your bitterness
And you found my broken heart.
With all our goodness and badness,
Our angel & demons,
We fell for each other.

Will we go back to that place?
Or shall we take a step into the light?
Will our fates still be bound to that course?
Or will it alter?

In a circus of sorrows,
Our paths crossed,
Destinies bound to each other,
Fates intertwined
But the darkness will always be there.

The circus of sorrows,
Will never be gone
But as long as I have you
And you have me --
No longer shall we be bounded to the darkness
Of the circus of sorrows.
I created this poem to remember how I fell in love with a woman who was so bitter and was so scared to fall in love once more. Geline, this is for you. :)
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2013
She
She's so wonderful
She's so cute
She's so pretty
She's my everything
She's so intelligent
She's so beautiful
She's so lovely
She's the one I love
She's the one I need
She's the one who stole my heart


She's definitely my boss
She's such a dynamite gal
She's the reason of every smile
She's my inspiration
She's irresistible
She's my perfect bliss
She's my life
She's a goddess


She gave me a heart attack
She spin my head off
She broke my heart
She rejected me
She friendzoned me
She made me an F.A.
She didn't love me back
She made me cry

But in the end
She's still the one I need
She's still my perfect bliss
She's still my boss
She's still still a goddess
She's still my one direction
She's still the reason of each smile
She's still my life
But the most important of the things which mentioned
Is she's still the one I love
This poem is dedicated to Gelibean <3
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2013
For the past few months
Our great nation has experienced great tragedies
But we didn't turn out to be sloths
Though our fates are still bidden

As the brumous weather draws near
A hirareth comes with fear
But the spirit of Christmas gets warmer
The yuletide becomes louder
It's about time to heed this very call
We must stand up for the good of all
It cradles an ambiguous thought
Which the human hear long sought

In this form of literature
I hope to inspire the people of this nation, to understand its nature
And start effecting some changes
To seek out the strangest,
To venture the wilderness of the lost peace & harmony
And restore this country's prosperity

In this season, may we stop all forms of quarrels
For we are no rebels
Of this glorious season
That brings joy to me with a great reason

This Christmas is a grandiose season
Let us stop every kind of treason
Let us set aside all our hard feelings
That has been harboured in our hearts

Let this Christmas be different
Let this be the time when we relent
Let this be the Christmas when we share
Everything that we may share for this season is rare

It's Christmas time
We share not just a dime
Even prayers for our fellowmen
And joy for all men
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2013
I'm only a man
Who ever loved you
I'm only a man
Who hope that someday you'll love me too

I'm only a man
Who searched for the one
I'm only a man
Who stood below everyone

I'm only a man
Who's willing to die for you
But I don't know why
I'm only a man
Who's been waiting for you
To be a great part of my life

I'm only a man
Who always looked for myself
I'm only a man
Who found myself in you
This very poem is dedicated to "Eccendetiast".
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2013
We often express almost everything we feel
We express what we think is real
We express for it is the thing what keeps our sanity
We express because it is where we find our serenity

We express not just because we wanted to be understood
We express because it is what we want
Who even cares if they do not understand what we try to convey?
Who even cares if they do not understand us?

We express because it is our free will
We express because we wanted to
We express because we are members of this wondrous human society
We express because we desire to show this world what we have in mind

A great friend of mine once mentioned an acronym
Which was "D.I.E." and stood for "Do not Implode, Express."
It really made a mark on my mind
It was like the blade of a sword which slashed my cold body

Long have I kept my misgivings in my dark side
Long have I sought things that no one can ever abide
Long have I wandered this world alone
Long have I imploded just not to hurt others

Expressing is a great thing to do
It is as magnificent as life
Expressing my thoughts does really take lots of courage
But it takes more courage to stop imploding and start expressing
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2013
Day in, day out, the skies grow weary
As each day passes by, life becomes dreary
In time I've grown out of this world
As if I won't even seem to care for someone
For I've shown none to anyone

I've made several women cry
I've angered men but
I do not know why
I've let my emotions die
And left out my heart dry

I am Mr. Insensitive
I often think in a negative manner
I carry the face of sadness as my banner
I embody a life living on a masquerade as my prerogative

I've lost track of myself a long ago
I do not know if this is the effect of a broken heart
And an effect of a man searching for his
The lost soul as he ventures the darkness of life
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2013
Today is not the same
For you’re not here
I feel so lame
And there is a longing which I hear

You are a part of me
And now you’re gone
I feel that my life is done
And our distance is a great sea

You’re just absent
But I feel that my life is spent
A day without you,
Is what I can’t last
I don’t know what to do

And no one is annoying me
Though I really miss it
For no one’s sittting on the corner chair
I feel that I’m lost in a great fair

You’re the only one,
The greatest reason I wake up
And attend class merrily
Now, I do not know, what will I do?
I’m feeling sadness and pain for you’re far away

With you not in class
With you not on the corner chair
With you not here
With you gone
With you absent
I am not complete

I hope that we see each other the next day
I hope when you see me, you’ll feel better
I hope I can glance at you beauty the next day
I hope that I can feel your presence tomorrow
I hope that when we reunite
I may hug you and say
That I love you!
Ugh. I can't last a day w/o her TTwTT. I miss her sooo much
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