it's been a minute
since i felt his touch.
since i kissed his lips.
since i've had him in my embrace.

i miss him.

it will be a minute
since i'll feel his touch again.
since i'll kiss his lips again.
since i'll have him in my arms again.

i can't wait until then.
to feel his hands in mine.
to feel his soft lips as he kisses me.
to feel his embrace.

i miss him.

some try too hard
while others not enough

anger takes over
and all i see is red.
if only i could show her
how it feels in my head.

how her being loud
makes my head pound,
how her being clingy
makes me feel too needy;
because i am the same way.

anger is overpowering.

when anger comes, the party's over.

it's one thing piled on another thing,
and the urge to hide under the cover.

to hide and cry
because the anger you feel
doesn't feel right.

hide and cry
because the anger
wants to stay the night.

hide and cry
because the anger
makes you feel bad.

hide and cry
because the anger
only makes you feel mad.

the world is moving too fast
everything is becoming a blur.
wish it would slow down
so i could spend time with you more.

so i could kiss your soft lips.
oh how i wish to be held
and kissed
by your soft lips
against mine.

to be held in your strong arms
and pressed against you
feeling the heat of your body
radiate against mine
the feeling of it being just us two.

to feel how perfectly your hand fits in mine
to be able to look you in the eyes
and tell you
everything you want to know.

to get lost in your eyes
your ocean blue ones-
no, not ocean blue
because even that is a bad comparison.

to have the rest of the world
just...disappear.
just me and you
in that moment
nothing else matters
except that i’m with you.

the world it turning
too fast at first it seems
but now that i found you
the world is moving at the perfect pace
i believe.

trapped in my head
thinking too much
will i be better off dead?
and things of that such.

i was in love with you
but maybe not enough.
i didn't want it to be true,
that you broke me and i broke you.

we're both broken
and heartbreak is deadly.
take a piece of me as a token...
let it help hold you steady.