You came to me unexpectedly
During the times of my ennui,
Hope was so impossible to see
Until you showed up and stayed by me.

Problems come and go so bad
Seems like they’re going to stay in fad,
I tried to hide all my golden tears
But you were there to cast away my fears.

Whenever I’m happy we always share
Moments of fun and we never care,
You always give me what is due
To me you showed the real you.

It was long ago when our eyes met
In-depth talks were never set,
But when I got to look deeper into you
It was then that I see what is true.

We were both happy whenever together
Never thinking of any better,
Friendly bond has been made
Genuine smiles never do fade.

I just don’t know what is behind
I guess it’s not for me to find,
If searching the truth will make me cry
Then I won’t take even a single try.

And then I realized that it’s this whole thing
All I’ve been wishing for and everything,
From that single star with the special glimmer
Gazed upon by a faithful dreamer.

For so long I’ve waited and hoped no less
To reach for that star and feel its caress,
But I guess destiny plays no part
In a self-made love story of a broken heart.

And so when you came I closed my eyes
And thought of the dream that never dies,
And told myself I wish it was you
Who had made my pathetic love story true.

Beauty lies behind what we can’t see
Hope hides above those heavy mass of clouds,
Sometimes we forget that love is still free
And fear is just all that enshrouds.

We cannot stay in such a bitter state
Happiness is anywhere to be found,
Truly we cannot predict one’s fate
But we cannot bar what is bound.

Let the light search purposely for your soul
Let the stars enkindle your eyes,
Let the gentle dove carry you whole
Let love pull you as it flies.

We deserve the best and nothing less
If we let it in our hearts,
Listen to what it faithfully confesses
This is where new life starts.

Broken hearts and stained trust
Seem to cover what is there beyond,
Yet we have to believe that life’s still just
Learn to accept a brand new bond.

If it is to stay, it will without doubt
But if not, it is not to be despaired of,
Just cherish the moment and try to make out
It’s something we all need enough.

Why should we hide behind our fears?
If it will only bring us regretful tears
Why do we have to end this vain romance?
Can’t we just hold on to our own stance?

Maybe we just need a little prompting
If we are afraid to go through losing,
It is not the world that could break us apart
But our senseless fears that will end the start.

Are you not strong enough to keep it real?
‘Cause I just don’t have anything to feel,
You were getting close to what has to be found
But now I think you’re going the other way around.

How long shall I wait for you to come along?
Do I still have to ask you what is wrong?
If you don’t have anything much to say
Tell me if you’ll stay or else, go on your own way.

This is not rudeness that I am trying to show
But it is for our own hearts and souls to grow,
And realize in the end if it’s still worth it
Try to regain everything and see if we perfectly fit.

Since the day I said it’s over
Some things went wrong in me,
Thoughts broke down from nothingness
I guess I will never be free.

Shall I do something about it?
When I don’t have the right to,
Indeed, our fate’s not in my hands
How will I be able to carry through?

My heart still can’t find itself
From the time I lost all control,
It’d been a rebel, ‘twas out of hand
Been cut and scarred and all.

I don’t know who I am now
I think I lost the real me,
When I was left all broken
I was drowned in toxicity.

My brain, it seems so drained
My vision’s blurred with emptiness,
Now I’m stuck in my own vanity
Failed to taste life’s happiness.

I see, it can never seem so real
Just as how it was carefully planned,
Life and fate succeeded in their deal
And now I don’t know where to stand.

Look in my eyes and see what’s flowing
Drops of fresh blood produced by pain,
It cannot stop, it just can’t bear
Taste of regret, a love in vain.

This is how my system works now
This world is my prison, my hands enchained,
No one would worry about such woebegone
I haven’t seen my tears; I wasn’t even pained.

Tell me, oh love, are you happy now?
Have you had enough of disdain?
Share it with me, I envy you so
‘Cause you only drive me insane.

My body freezes in bitter sweat
My heart finally grew icebound,
But my soul embarks an odd journey
Seems like it fails to touch my ground.

What has done to me I do not weep
Maybe I only deserve such,
But what I don’t understand very clearly
Guess I only loved too much.

Yes, I was stabbed in greatest delight
It was the best of the stories I can share,
And living in this cold, **** body
I guess I can no longer bear…