hannah

hannah Apr 2014

I've stayed hidden
Haven't come out for days
I fear if I venture out
I'll be blinded by the suns rays
I don't want you to see me
You'll only be disappointed
Please stop believing in me
Find someone else to appoint it

hannah Mar 2014

I don't miss you

Last week I told you I missed you
Another lie I can add to my jar
As the days turned to weeks, it's almost a month
I never though we'd have gone that far

And I don't think of you as often
You don't dwell in my mind
Just a passing thought
Visiting from time to time
But for you it hasn't been three weeks
It's been three girls who couldn't stay
You couldn't give them what they deserved
Because you miss me you say

So next time you ask I will not lie
-I do not miss you and I don't dwell
I wonder if your world will crumble
Or if you've been lying as well

hannah Mar 2014

Electic

Your touch is electric
I crave your spark so deeply
I can feel it melting my insides
Turning me to goo
And if kisses were fireworks
We'd be an electric storm
Your touch burning
Destroying my mind
And if I were to die
I rather be electrocuted
By your touch
And in a sudden jolt

hannah Mar 2014

Autumns End

you said forever
i knew that wasn't true
nothing outlives its end
the debt is paid when its due
no extensions provided
no questions asked
no warning letter sent
no longer a flag up its mast
slowly but surely it came to an end
you fell like a leaf at Autumns End

"'til death we part" is bitter sweet
i'll suffer in silence 'til again we meet

hannah Mar 2014

three little words

I** thought I could live without love

Love was foolish and pointless
Or so I told myself
Very often
Every minute of every day

Yet I fell
Out of control
Unbelievably fast

hannah Mar 2014

let's not be friends

It's nearly been a week since we last spoke
I've been counting the days
I hope I can keep counting
If you know what I mean

You smile when you pass me
But don't dare say hello
Don't you dare say hello

hannah Mar 2014

Real

The way your eyes crinkle when you smile
Tells me your real
The way your easily offended
Tells me you feel
The way your fingers trace over my hip
Tells me need
The way you fall in love so easily
Tells me you bleed
The way you brush off punches
Tells me you heal
The way you help me get dressed
Reminds me it's real