Twisted tail of me and you
Been so long and felt so true
But I hug my feelings and you guard yours
All I wanted was your stuff in my drawers
But you want to be free
And who am I to plea?
So now you be you
And I'll be me

No matter where I go
No matter what I say
I will always be wrong
The daylight is always grey

For what I feel and what I do
Is a muted sound, unless there is you

You are the girl,
the girl with sunken eyes
the girl whose hair is a mess with no brush
whose life is a mess with no luck
the angel with a black heart that has been stepped on one too many times
you are  the girl who has no conscience
but whose mother raised her to be a goddess
but instead she’s here, you’re here
alone, kinda

The narrow path of heading nowhere
leads me back to the rhetorical
In a place where being yourself is mediocre
How do you find concrete?
How do you find the strong blocks that make the future
if your future is based on other people?
raw emotions are my flaw
I feel too much and hurt you all

I breathe people in like the necessity of air
and even though I know I need to exhale
I wish I could hold it in for a second more
and forget

So in the end
when the lights are burned out
I like this
I find my comfort in disaster
For anything more than heart wrenching chaos,
would scare me anyway

I promise to be good if you promise you'll be better
I promise to shut my eyes to the world if you open yours to mine
I will let it all go if you grab for my hand
I promise to fall asleep with my head on your shoulder if you don't wake me up
I promise to regret everyone else if you kiss me and mean it
My promises are empty if you don't have any