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 Oct 2013 hkr
Elise
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 Oct 2013 hkr
Elise
I guess I’m a little afraid to talk about myself, because I’m a big fan of telling someone everything while also telling them nothing.
But I might accidently start telling you all my flaws and in reality I hate flaws. I’m all about victories.
I guess to illustrate this I joined the track team in 7th grade because first I wanted to and second all my friends were doing it. The funny part is that I have an alignment problem in my legs which causes my knees to go side to side instead of up and down and it literally pains me to run but I ran and I ran until I couldn’t run anymore
…then spent the next 6 months in physical therapy. They asked why I pushed it to be so bad and I said the coach told me to get over it. So I did.  

But the point is I made it. A victory.

Right about now I could say it has been 3 years and only a couple people in this room would know what I meant, the rest just trying to count backwards in their heads to try to remember what happened back then. It’s not matter because the point is I made it and a couple months ago I went to a heart doctor. He asked about said 3 years in the form of,
I know you’re in a lot of pain and the damage is pretty extensive but on a scale of 1-10 how bad is your pain on a given day?
I said about an 8.
He scoffed at me and said if that was true I would be in a hospital.

I looked him dead in the eye and said, I’ve been to hospitals, they told me to get over it. So I did.

He wrote that down, and didn’t say anything else.
I guess the point is I'm a survivor, and maybe that's all that matters
 Oct 2013 hkr
Elise
Desolāre
 Oct 2013 hkr
Elise
hello, I miss you
the stars screamed at me not to let you drive away
and I should have said something
anything
worth you being here
because I never knew "goodnight"
could be a synonym for goodbye
and I am not ready to be alone once more

hello, I miss you
do you miss me?
you told me you did once after you pulled over to the side of the road 20 miles away from my house claiming that you couldn't drive any farther until I knew
you never turned around though
I wasn't worth enough
it wasn't until later that I figured out that could be the only thing I have left to hold onto

hello, I miss you
since you are gone I have no best friend besides my reflection
and even she does not want to talk
sometimes
we both have sad eyes and no one to look into them
you were my light and now there is only
darkness
(the stars have given up trying to warn me)
outgoing text message: 9:44 am - hello, I miss you//desolāre - (latin) verb, to forsake
 Oct 2013 hkr
Marshall CB Hiatt
“Please leave your message after the tone.”

Beep

“I just, needed to remind you that I love you and I think of you constantly, and I’m having a deja vu, but, I- I don’t know if this one will end badly, but the last one did.”

Beep bop doop don beep boop boop

Ringing

“Please leave your message after the tone.”

Beep

“Hey, I don’t know what good it is to tell you I’m sitting on a corner, alone, in the rain just, shivering. But, I miss you. I miss you like a flower misses the sun. Like an ear misses sound. Like a heart misses lo-”


*Love.
'Limousine by Brand New' for the title.
 Oct 2013 hkr
Alysia Michelle
today should have been fun
but i was irritated
tired
constantly ready to snap
i am a mess
need
sleep
i'm cranky
feeling mean
want to be kind
but i feel the need to scream
someone take me away for a while
i feel trapped in this town
someone make me smile
before i drown.
© Alysia Michelle
 Oct 2013 hkr
Micaela Tennis
you
 Oct 2013 hkr
Micaela Tennis
you
No, I'm not here to tell you that you're weak.
I'm not going to turn your weaknesses against you.
Just to say you need a God to make you strong.

God transforms you.
I can't tell you that the
alcohol
drugs
***
and cursing
are bad
and that
maybe
you should consider
a God who can
change it.

I'm not going to lure you in by your own demons
Just to make you believe

But let me ask you this,
Do you honestly believe that God can't use you?

Noah was a drunk
Abrahm was "too old"
Jacob was a liar
Leah was ugly
Joseph was abused
Moses stuttered
Gideon was afraid
Rahab was a *******
Jeremiah and Timothy were "too young"
David had an affair and murdered
Isaiah preached the gospel naked
Elijah was suicidal
Naomi was a widow
Job lost everything
Peter denied Christ
All of Jesus' disciples fell asleep during prayer
Martha worried
The samaritan woman divorced
Paul was  "too religious"
Timothy had an ulcer
And Lazarus?
Oh, he was dead!

But Christ used each and every one of the characters of the Bible to bring Glory to His name!
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