I still love you
I really really do
And I’m hoping you see this poem
So you read the words I couldn’t say to you
I’m still in love with your hair
And the way you stared
At me
I’m still in love with ur lips
And your smile
With your broken pieces
And ur chips
I’m still in love with the way you comfort me when I’m sad
And the way you held me in your arms
Until my tears stop
They way you kissed me slow
Or when u kissed me fast
The way you kissed my chin
The way you kissed my neck
I miss your body sleeping next to me
I miss when our souls join
I miss you with my all

Dig ur claws into me why don’t you
Shatter my heart of glass
Stab every part of my body that still works
**** me with ur words
Dig into my skin
And cut the pieces
I tried to mend
Break my life and my existence
It’s already broken
What’s the difference

she loves you with all her being
she would give away her soul for you
on the night of Christmas eve
you killed her
you killed the person who would run to you
the person you would run to
the angels sing
and devils laugh
monitors beep
****** on Christmas eve
she bleeds cries screams
she would run to you
but how can she when it's ur knife in her chest
she's six feet under
u are oblivious to what you have done
for her ghost will still smile for u
her ghost will still hug you as you sleep
wipe your tears when you cry
for she couldn't find it in her self
to hurt her lover
even if he killed her
but you will look like a fool
as you dance with the ghost
of the girl
you murdered
on Christmas eve

Inside of him
The whole universe existed
But he refuses to see
How beautiful he is
He sees the good in every body
He forgets the good in his
He thinks he’s not lovable
Well lovable darling is a soul like you
The mix of colors
The sunshine sunrise hue
Sometimes we view ourselves
As something we’re not even close to
He says he’s the devil
Well honey you have no clue
Of how beautiful you are
And how you believe something untrue
I want to open ur eyes
They’ve been closed for quite a few
And I want you to see my darling lover
The universe I see in you

I'm sure when I was born
I cried so much that no one knew what to do with me
I'm sure I cried that much
Because I couldn't talk yet
Bcz anyone who meets me
Will tell you
I never shut up
Especially when I'm excited
I talk and talk
And no one likes a talkative girl
I never knew how to shut up
When something didn't go my way
I lit the world on fire
Saliva was my gasoline
And my mouth lit a spark
And I watched the world burn
Then cried with fistfuls of ash
I got dumped once
Bcz I couldn't leave him alone
He said
I'm sorry but I can't do this
Everytime I open my phone
There's a text from you
So I'm sure you'll understand why
When u said u don't like texting
I cried
And cried
Until my tears fell down on the keyboard
And this poem wrote itself