we are friends on facebook
but you've already taken so much from me
you are the reason for the tear stained pillows and sleepless nights
you are the reason for the fear that kept me from walking alone
you are the reason people turned away when my name was said  
you took everything from me
so really
of all things
you don't get to be my friend on facebook

what you did will sting me forever
but
i want you to know
that when a bee stings someone
the bee is the one that dies

it seems quite unfair
that i am the one who ends up hurt
when all you did was dig your knife into my chest
over and
over and
over again
you took something from me that was never yours to take
and it really seems quite unfair
that i will suffer for it
and you will not
it seems quite unfair
that my tears will be the ones streaming down my cheeks
and your face will be forever unmarked
i cannot describe what you did
but it seems quite unfair
that you did anything at all

i don't know what i'm supposed to call it, you
told me this was how it was supposed to happen
i don't know how i'm supposed to feel, but
i think i feel used
i don't know what i'm supposed to say, but
i think i should have said "no"
i don't know where i'm supposed to go from here, and
i think i want to go home

i'm not sure who i miss more
you
or
the person i was before i met you

it's not all ******* black and white
life is full of beautiful shades of grey