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Heidi Mason Jan 2015
why am I allowing
people who
don't know me
judge the therapy
to my feelings
Heidi Mason Jan 2015
I CANT ******* HELP THE WAY I FEEL
I WANT TO DIE
I WANT TO CRY
I WANT TO LAY DOWN
I WANT TO JUST
NOT BE ALIVE
SO LEAVE ME THE **** ALONE
WITH ALL YOUR *******
THAT I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH
TO DEAL WITH
Heidi Mason Jan 2015
"I don't want to be alive anymore"
"I gtg my phone is dying"

how ironic
at the same time your
phone was dying
so was i.
but what was more important to you?
Heidi Mason Jan 2015
the pain
that is behind
all the happiness
hurts less
than faking
my smile.
Heidi Mason Jan 2015
will I say the right thing?
or am I ******* it all up?
am I going to
be a ******* mess?
or will I be put together?
why am I worrying
about words
that haven't even had a chance
to come out of my mouth yet?
Heidi Mason Jan 2015
the words
that my mind are
bringing me
is probably
killing me
Heidi Mason Jan 2015
what the ****
I was 4 years old
and you betrayed me
you told me lies
and I loves to hear them
*******
for not caring about me
and I hate you.
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