I CANT ******* HELP THE WAY I FEEL I WANT TO DIE I WANT TO CRY I WANT TO LAY DOWN I WANT TO JUST NOT BE ALIVE SO LEAVE ME THE **** ALONE WITH ALL YOUR ******* THAT I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO DEAL WITH
will I say the right thing? or am I ******* it all up? am I going to be a ******* mess? or will I be put together? why am I worrying about words that haven't even had a chance to come out of my mouth yet?