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Shradha Rai Jan 2018
Just finished filling up
a KYC form for my mother,
and as I mechanically
filled in the details,
mum nudged I had forgotten
to write
"Late"
before my grandmother's beautiful,
beautiful name.

It teared me up.
It always will.

I looked up at my mother,
and I realised that someday,
I will be adding the same prefix
before her name too.

And let me tell you -
even if
Death is inevitable,
Death is never fair.

Especially when it makes
an entry too late -
Too late until
Life has already
played out her magic.

Her filthy,
crooked magic of
Attachment.


©hecayte
Shradha Rai Jan 2018
If all he has to talk,
is about how creamy your thighs are,
but seldom has a word or two
dedicated to your smile -

is he even writing for you?


©hecayte
#he
Shradha Rai Jan 2018
I stared at the haunted castle, blood red & abandoned by mortals, the cursed colour falling off in mortared chunks, revealing a dead gray beneath the lively crimson.

A double-bricked mansion no longer used by the government, but still adds charm to the endless garden, untended & overgrown.
I stare back at my grandmother, sitting by the mansion stairs, greedily dunking a large chunk of bread in her thermos cup that swirled with piping hot tea, its steam circling her golden mane under the 7 am sun.

She breaks off another humongous chunk, and wiggles her finger at me. I sit beside her as she shoves a soggy tea-soaked bread inside my mouth, as the Bengali track-clad uncles stare at us with knowing smiles.

The fishermen call for their wives behind us, as they speed down the slippery stairs of the Ghat with wicker baskets.The kids dive inside the murky water **** naked, racing towards the boat, slicing through the waters in a frenzy.

I wait for my grandmother to resume our morning walk but she finds a cemented bench under the Peepal shade and lies down. I remember the instructions my mother sent me with - to make her walk like the doctor said.

But I dive in, lodging myself within the crook of her arms as she sleeps, finding my place like I always do. The thermos is empty, but our stomachs are full. Two clumsily torn packets of sweet bread get swept away with the dried leaves as I watch the sunlight play along with the canopies. And we both conspire about how we will boast to my mother about the long routes we took during our walks. And the new exercises we tried.

Nonetheless, she doesn't move a joint, and I don't know about a single exercise routine yet. But I'm in her arms, and it's a good day.


©hecayte
Shradha Rai Jan 2018
Art
If I master
the Art of enjoying Solitude,

I'm afraid I'll settle for it.


©hecayte
Shradha Rai Jan 2018
Get me a book
that can replace human company.
Get me the drink
that doesn't burn.
Get me a prayer
that actually gets heard.
Get me a skin
that feels good to be in.
Get me untouched lips.
A body that doesn't hurt.
A heart that doesn't break.
Heels that don't hurt.
A lipstick that doesn't fade.
Get me those eyes
that can lie.


Get me a someone
who can pull off a better me.




©hecayte

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