When I'm with him
Everything else goes away.
The loneliness,
The insecurity,
The never ending feeling of
Loss.

Everything goes away
The drama,
The world,
The never ending feeling of
Worthlessness

Everything goes away
The crowds,
The noise,
The never ending feeling of
Confusion.

When he's holding me
I feel safe
I feel warm
I feel like life
Is finally beautiful

He makes my dreams
Into reality
He makes my life
Full of wonder
He makes me
*Whole

sometimes i run my mouth
just to hear myself talk
sometimes i say things i don't mean
just to see if you were ever listening
and i promise you this
my mouth will be the death of me
awaken me with a kiss
the wicked witch put a spell on me
and if i do something bad
my mouth is sure to tell on me
because sometimes i can't feel
but i say something anyways
just to fill the air
just to let you know
i'm still
there
and sometimes i get scared that if i don't talk
you'll forget me
so i'm sorry if any of the words i say
are empty
i have this horrid fear of being left
and forgotten
it's a silly fear
but it makes me feel rotten
so every once in a while
let me know that you care
because anxiety gets the best of me
and then it takes the rest of me
and that is when i feel
and it's terrible and you can't imagine
how hard it hits
but i can tell you that it hurts
but it's an easy fix.

she stares at his face
she tries to make a deal but
she can’t force his hands